Old Blog Posts (from my spacehey)

First Entry

Wedensday, February 18th 2026

Hello, I wanted a myspace because I've never had one before but since it's not the same anymore I decided to go with this site :) I'm really shy so I'll be lurking mostly but here is my first blog entry. I won't be doing these too often but yeah. Here's me though: I'm 25 years old, live in the US and I love anime and manga. I cosplay and draw and nap lol I'm very boring. Anyways if you want to be friends then cool :> I'm in a relationship so I'm not looking to date obviously, just strictly friends pls!

Second Entry

Thursday, February 19th 2026

Tried to make my own code to make my profile play the song angel by OnlyOneOf (any lyons here?) but it didn't work :( I'm not asking for advice or anything, just blogging about my day. All I did today was nap, attempt to code and failed miserably, and hang out with my boyfriend. I'm a very boring person lol. Anyway, that was my day. Maybe I'll try coding again but it seems very complicated to me, I'm not very smart lol.

EDIT: I FIGURED IT OUT :D angel is my favorite song by OnlyOneOf :3

Third Entry

Friday, February 20th 2026

I was wondering if I should share some of my art on here, but I doubt anyone will see it lol. Which is fine, but I wonder if I should even bother if no one will see it. I mostly draw anime fan art, I have some OCs that I draw too. Idk I'm just yapping at this point because I'm trying to blog everyday if I can. But yeah if anyone sees this and wants to see my art then comment that you want to see lol. Or don't, it doesn't matter too much to me.

EDIT: Alright, I'll share one of my art pieces tomorrow :) It's just a question of which one haha I have many.

Fourth Entry

Saturday, February 21st 2026

Here's a piece I did recently of Dark Magician Girl from Yugioh

Dark Magician Girl Art

Hopefully this works and you can see it lol putting in images in blogs is very complicated :,)

EDIT: I figured out how to put images on here without having to link it to imgur or something yaaaaaay

EDIT: Aaaaand suddenly the picture won't show up again T-T this is so frustrating omg but I put the imgur link back so yall can see it again ugh

Fifth Entry

Sunday, February 22nd 2026

Today I'm going to be playing Yugioh with my boyfriend :) That's all I have planned today lol. Does anyone here play Yugioh? If you do, what kind of deck do you run? And what's your favorite card? I use a dark magician girl deck, so I have a bunch of spellcasters that support dark magician girl and dark magician. My favorite card is Ash Blossom & Joyous Spring. I have other decks too, like noble knights and crystal beasts. I'm also making a deck with a wolf theme, wolves are my favorite animal :) Anyway, yeah that'll be my day today.

Sixth Entry

Monday, February 23rd 2026

Not much to do today. This will be a very boring blog lol but I promised myself that I'll blog everyday so that's what I'm doing. I'm just watching TV and blogging lol. I'm watching House since I have to wait till Thursday for a new episode of The Pitt. Yesterday I joined an art group on here and opened a forum showing off my art. No comments yet but that's okay, I'm just trying to put myself out there more.

EDIT: Just had two people beg me to commission them and I had to be real firm with them that I will not be commissioning them. I'm an artist so I can just draw whatever I want myself. I'm also broke af too so I couldn't commission them even if I wanted to. It was really irritating tho. Artists, don't beg people to commission you. It's not a good look.

Seventh Entry

Tuesday, Febraury 24th 2026

I had a bad dream about my boyfriend :( We went to this restaurant and the waitress was taking our order when my boyfriend goes "you're so beautiful" and kisses her right in front of me. I was devastated. I woke up feeling so sad. I know he'd never do that to me but it still hurt seeing my fears like that. I'm not one of those girlfriends who gets mad at their boyfriend for cheating in their dream because I know it was just a dream, it still sucked watching that though. Anyways, not much to do today either, same old same old.

Eighth Entry

Wednesday, Febraury 25th 2026

This time I had a better dream :) I dreamt about one of my favorite ships, (not saying which one because I don't want to start a ship war lol) It was nice. This ship is my comfort ship so it definitely made me feel better after the dream I had the previous night. Most nights I don't remember my dreams or the dreams are so strange I can barely understand them. It's nice to finally have a dream about one of my favorite things :) Not much going on today either, I usually don't do anything most days lol

EDIT: I figured out how to customize my blog :D This site is so fun

Ninth Entry

Thursday, February 26th 2026

I've been making a neocities website lately :) It was super hard but I did it finally. You can find it here: My Neocities Website

I worked on it all night and this morning and I think I'm happy with it so far. Tell me what ya'll think about it pls! And if you have any tips I'd appreciate it!

Tenth Entry

Friday, February 27th 2026

I've been slowly editing my neocities site and coding like my life depends on it. I think I'm getting the hang of it so far, maybe I should look into a career in it? I don't think I'm that good at it yet though haha. Plus I'm already preparing to go to school for graphic design so I can try and get a job in that. I just want a job where I can work at home because I can't drive yet (for personal reasons, driving scares me). I also just don't do well in a regular work environment for some reason. Anyways, nothing to do today either, I'll probably just be coding my neocities site until I can't anymore lol.

Eleventh Entry

Saturday, February 28th 2026

I'm a little sad to be quite honest. I don't get much interaction on here. I'm not begging for people to suddenly start interacting with me on here but I just want something to look forward to. Maybe make some friends, but I'm kind of bad at that. I used to have two childhood friends, but we had a falling out and since they were the only friends I had I don't really know how to interact with others. Anyway, just expressing how I feel. Today I'm going to karate with my boyfriend. I used to do taekwondo when I was a kid so I have some knowledge of how to do karate. We go to karate every Saturday. So yeah, that's what I'll be doing.

Twelfth Entry

Sunday, March 1st 2026

I got two new followers on neocities :D Not a lot but I'm glad people are paying attention to my website :) I hope I get more soon, I worked really hard on my website. Also, I noticed I finally lost some weight. I've been getting insecure about my weight ever since I gained a bunch after taking certain medication. But ever since I've been doing karate, my stomach has gotten smaller, so that's good :) I remember when I was younger I could barely get to 100 lbs, and last time I weighed myself I was 140 lbs. Crazy how I gained 40 lbs almost over night. I'm gonna weigh myself now to see if I actually lost weight or if I'm just crazy.

Thirteenth Entry

Monday, March 2nd 2026

I'm really impatient to get more followers on my neocities. I worked so hard on it. I'm hyperfixating on it a lot, it's almost making me depressed. I've been trying everything I can think of to get more followers, like linking other neocities and applying for webrings and such. I need to be more patient, as my neocities is still pretty new. But it has almost 1,000 views and only two people wanted to follow me? Idk, it's just bumming me out because this sort of thing always happens to me. I have something I want to show the world but the world doesn't care. It makes me not want to put myself out there anymore.

Fourteenth Entry

Tuesday, March 3rd 2026

I keep finding things to put in my neocities, like shrines. Basically it's a site dedicated to your favorite character. I made a sakura Miku one, a Kuromi one, and I'm working on a Princess Peach one. I wonder what else I'll put into my neocities website. It seems I have pretty much everything, I even signed up for some webrings and fanlistings too. I still need to put in a calendar, but I haven't been able to figure out how to do that yet. I will eventually though. Anyways, that's what I've been doing today so far.

Fifteenth Entry

Wednesday, March 4th 2026

I don't have much to say to be honest. Just been updating my neocities website. I did get a new follower on neocities though :) That made me happy. But that's pretty much it. This will be another boring entry I'm afraid. I won't be doing anything today except update my neocities some more. I'm like a platypus, I don't do much lol. I know not many people read my blog but to those who do, thank you. I know I'm not an interesting person, but I'm grateful to anyone who bother to listen to what I have to say :)

Sixteenth Entry

Thursday, March 5th 2026

I got my aligners in today. I've had aligners before from smile direct but they really hurt. These ones are from an actual orthodontist and they feel much better. Anyway, that was the start of my day. The rest of the day is more nothing. Although today a new episode of The Pitt comes out so that's exciting. Other than that, I have nothing more to do today, as per usual. My life is very boring lol.

Seventeenth Entry

Friday, March 6th 2026

Today I'm going to be making a neocities website for my boyfriend :) I'm really excited for it. His theme is going to be sort of space cyberpunk. I can't wait to put my coding skills to work and see what I can really do. I hope that he likes what I come up with. I've mad a google doc of a bunch of links that I'll be using for his site, like background, favicon, cursor, etc. That's what I'll be doing today.

Eighteenth Entry

Saturday, March 7th 2026

Today we're getting our floors redone. We're replacing all of the carpet in the rooms with hard wood flooring. It'll take a week to get done. We had to pack all the stuff that was on top of furniture into bins and boxes so it's easier for the workers to move the furniture around. So that's what's happening today, that and karate since it's Saturday. I still appreciate to those who read my blogs, since I usually don't have much to say lol.

EDIT: Apparently we don't have to go to karate today because my boyfriend wants to stay incase anyone needs help with the flooring.

Nineteenth Entry

Sunday, March 8th 2026

I made a neocities website for my OC because I wanted to make more websites. I might make another one for my other OCs too, but idk if I can manage more than two websites at a time. We'll have to see. Anyway, the floor people are still working on the floors of our house. They're now working on my room. Not much to say for this blog entry, as usual. But again, I promised to make a blog entry everyday.

Twentieth Entry

Monday, March 9th 2026

I've been trying to gain more followers for Neocities but it's rather difficult. I only have seven followers right now and one of them is my OC website so that probably doesn't count. I got some good advice from someone though, they basically said to follow sites and generally they'll follow you back and to also engage with their content. So that's what I'll be doing, following sites and engaging with them.

Twenty First Entry

Tuesday, March 10th 2026

Our new floors are finally finished. They said it's take a week to get it done but it only took them three days. They did really well, I'm impressed. I couldn't do that, that's for sure. One of my cats was upset though. We put the cats in the laundry room so they wouldn't be in the way and she managed to squeeze herself behind the washer lol. She wouldn't come out because she was so mad at us for leaving her in the laundry room. Eventually we got her out though. Anyway, nothing to do today, as per usual.

Twenty Second Entry

Wednesday, March 11th 2026

I don't have much to say for today except I'm going to a movie later. I've also been watching Gachiakuta, it's been really good so far. My favorite character is Zanka. I think I'm going to cosplay him at some point. But yeah, not much going on today, again. My life is very boring. Maybe I'll have more to say once I start going to school for graphic design. I've already been to school for 3D animation, but the professors there were kinda ass lol so I stopped doing it. I have an associate's degree in computer science now.

Twenty Third Entry

Thursday, March 12th 2026

I'm getting my tubes taken out April 3rd as I don't want kids. I'm not really nervous about the surgery as I've had surgery before on my leg. Two years ago I was hit by a car while I was walking my dog and I broke my right leg and ankle. I had to get major surgery to fix it, I have a rod and a plate in my leg and ankle now. A year ago I got a bone transplant as my leg wasn't healing and then it got infected so I had to get two more surgeries done to drain the infection and to replace the rod and plate. In total I've had four surgeries on my leg. Just some lore for you lol. Anyway, this surgery isn't going to be a major one, so I think I'll be okay.

Twenty Fourth Entry

Friday, March 13th 2026

Sorry I took so long to write this entry, I've been especially tired today. Once I caught up on sleep, I started drawing new merch for my vendor business that I've had since 2023. They won't be ready for this coming convention this month but they'll be ready for the other ones in the future. I'm currently making Gachiakuta keychains. That's all I've been doing today, sleeping and making merch.

Twenty Fifth Entry

Saturday, March 14th 2026

Usually I have karate today as it's Saturday, but my boyfriend had to do something for his mom and he's my ride so I didn't go today. He's here now though so I'm showing him Gachiakuta. I think he likes it so far. I finished it already so I'm just rewatching it with him. I'm still designing new Gachiakuta merch. I just need to color the keychains and move on to stickers and buttons and maybe some art prints.

Twenty Sixth Entry

Sunday, March 15th 2026

Not doing much today either, but I will be quite busy next weekend as I'm going to be vending at an anime convention called Anime Las Vegas. I'm going to be sharing the booth with someone too. I won't have the Gachiakuta merch ready for this convention but they will be ready for the other ones. I'll have possibly four more conventions to vend at this year. Hopefully I make some money for this upcoming convention, I usually make around $300 if I'm lucky.

Twenty Seventh Entry

Monday, March 16th 2026

I've been drawing and designing Gachiakuta merch all day. I finished my keychains and am now working on stickers and buttons. Gachiakuta is my hyperfixation now lol. I may start reading the manga now until the second season comes out. But yeah, that's why it took me so long to write this, been busy drawing.

Twenty Eighth Entry

Tuesday, March 17th 2026

Today is my dog's birthday, he's nine years old now. He's a husky and his name is Octane. I love him so much, he's such a good boy. He actually practically saved me when I was hit by a car. After getting hit by the car, he ran back home to get my parents. He was also slightly hit by the car as well, but not as bad as I was. He only had a cracked rib I believe. He's the best dog I've ever had. I think I'll take him for a walk later today to celebrate his birthday.

Twenty Nineth Entry

Wednesday, March 18th 2026

I bought an artist alley table for another convention happening on May 30th-31st. It was only $175 too. That's reasonable compared to other ones I've had to pay for. I've been wanting to cosplay Zanka as well but I couldn't get it here in time for the up coming convention happening this weekend so I'll cosplay him for the one in late May. There's a lot of conventions happening this year, I'll be pretty busy.

Thirtieth Entry

Thursday, March 19th 2026

Not much to say today. Went to the chiropractor today. That's pretty much it, besides the fact my boyfriend is here and we're continuing Gachiakuta. I caught up on the manga for Gachiakuta as well. And I bought my Zanka cosplay. But yeah that's all I've got to say.

Thirty First Entry

Friday, March 20th 2026

I've been getting ready for the anime convention tomorrow. I'll be sharing a booth with someone so hopefully I'll have enough room for my stuff. I have my cosplays out and ready too. I'm going to cosplay Raven (Teen Titans) Saturday and Power (Chainsaw Man) Sunday. I'll be pretty busy this weekend so I won't be able to post blogs until the end of the day. Just a warning if anyone's reading this lol. Anyways, that's it for this blog entry.

Thirty Second Entry

Saturday, March 21st 2026

We made $135 today. Two people commissioned me for sketches as well. We mostly sold small things like the keychains, buttons, and stickers. That's usually what Vegas customers buy. The space was $650 in total but I went half and half with someone else so I need to make back $325. Hopefully we make enough tomorrow and hopefully someone buys an art print too. I got a lot of compliments on my cosplay today. I really appreciated it. Someone even gave me a Raven sticker because of my cosplay which was cool. I'm exhausted now, I'm sure I'll get some good sleep tonight.

Thirty Third Entry

Sunday, March 22nd 2026

We did better today than we did yesterday. We made $158 so in total we made $293. We didn't make the table back but we were close, so I'd say it was successful. I also got a Zanka figure and a jacket with Zanka on it. I can't wait til the next convention, which is on May 8-9th. I cosplayed Power today and got lots of compliments again. Two people commissioned me as well and one of them commissioned me twice. Overall it was a really good convention.

Thirty Fourth Entry

Monday, March 23rd 2026

I technically have a job now. I'm officially a business owner, so I'm going to start posting on my Instagram everyday now. I guess I'm going to try to become a content creator now, so that's going to be my job. It's perfect because I get to stay home and work remotely, which was what I wanted to do for work anyway. But it was difficult finding remote jobs or jobs in general because I have severe social anxiety and my only talent is that i can draw lol. It'll take a while to get my business big and popular, but I'm committed to it because this is all I have going for me basically.

Thirty Fifth Entry

Tuesday, March 24th 2026

Haven't done much today, just been drawing and posting, as that's my job now. Been drawing Gachiakuta art prints. Probably going to make more stickers too. But yeah I don't have much more to say on here, Ya'll are pretty much caught up on my life. Sorry it took me so long to post, I fell asleep earlier and was working.

Thirty Sixth Entry

Wednesday, March 25th 2026

Next month is going to be quite busy, I have my mom's birthday on April 3rd, then I'm going to this wedding expo on the 11th to get ideas for my wedding. Then I'll be going to Pirate Fest on the 12th with my boyfriend. Next I'll be having my surgery on the 14th (they changed the date), and then the week after that I'll be going to a convention so I'll have to be careful. I won't be vending at this convention, just going as an attendee. I'll be cosplaying Nami from One Piece and my boyfriend is going to be Sanji. I think that's it for my plans for April, but yeah. I had nothing else to talk about so I talked about this lol.

Thirty Seventh Entry

Thursday, March 26th 2026

I'm a little nervous about my surgery happening on April 14th. I've had bad reactions to anesthesia before, like I've thrown up when I woke up, or I woke up crying, or I just wake up super confused and scared. When I broke my leg after the car accident, they had to use strong anesthesia. For this surgery I don't think they'll use strong anesthesia, as it's not a serious surgery, but it still worries me a little. Hopefully I'll feel well enough to go to the convention as well as I already bought tickets for it. Anyway, those are my thoughts for today.

Thirty Eighth Entry

Friday, March 27th 2026

I don't know what else to talk about so I'm just going to talk about my weekend plans lol. Tomorrow I'm going to karate with my boyfriend as I haven't been there in three weeks. Then Sunday I'm going to have a sort of business meeting with my mom about my vending business. I don't know how that will go as I've never done that before but yeah. Those are my plans for the weekend. Not much else to say, writing a blog everyday is getting rather difficult lol.

Thirty Ninth Entry

Saturday, March 28th 2026

Today was a pretty good day. Went to karate with my boyfriend, then went back home and chilled. We started talking about our future together, and he plans on moving in in November when his lease is up. We're most likely going to inherit the house from my parents as well, so when he saves up enough they're going to move out. I'm pretty excited. He's also going to propose to me on our anniversary which is in August. I've already been planning our wedding lol. But yeah, that was my day.

Fourtieth Entry

Sunday, March 29th 2026

I had my first business meeting for my vending business today. Me and my mom talked about making a Tiktok for my business and posting every week on Sunday. We also talked about making a Twitter too but I honestly don't want to. Twitter is kind of a sucky place, the people on there are awful. So I just made a Tiktok for now. We talked about other stuff too, but I won't bore you with those details. That was pretty much my day.

Forty First Entry

Monday, March 30th 2026

My Zanka cosplay came in today and I tried it on. It pretty much fits fine and I can't wait till I cosplay him. I still need to get his staff and shoes. I don't know if you can tell but Zanka is my favorite character from Gachiakuta lol. I also want to cosplay Amo from Gachiakuta as well. But I was mostly excited for my Zanka cosplay. Not much else to talk about today, so I'll end this entry here.

Forty Second Entry

Tuesday, March 31st 2026

Haven't done much today, just posted on my Instagram and Tiktok. Sometimes I get the strangest comments on my Tiktoks though. Like I can't tell if they're insulting me or not. I just delete them, I don't respond. I don't understand why people have to be so mean sometimes. Why can't we all just get along, ya know? Anyway, sorry this took so long to post. I had a headache most of the day so I've been sleeping it off.

Forty Third Entry

Wednesday, April 1st 2026

I'm worried about my cat, Frankie. This morning she kept breathing hard and then throwing up and when she threw up I think I saw blood in it. I don't have a ride to the vet but she seems okay now. If she gets worse I'll try to have my boyfriend take me to the vet after he gets off work. She is getting pretty old, so I wonder if her time is coming soon. I'll be devastated but if it's her time then I have to let her go. I just hope she stays for a little longer.

Forty Fourth Entry

Thursday, April 2nd 2026

Someone commented on one of my Tiktoks saying it was weird that I was sexualizing a character who maybe 15 or 16. I wasn't, and her age isn't confirmed so I don't know why they were so hung up on it. I just drew the character how she looks in the anime and it's not my fault she's wearing a revealing outfit. Ugh it's just so annoying how people virtue signal about fictional characters. It also always seems like people are coming at me sideways, it gets so old after a while. Sometimes I just want people to leave me alone.

Forty Fifth Entry

Friday, April 3rd 2026

Today I went to my pre op for my surgery. Then me and my mom went to Ikea to get ideas for mine and my boyfriend's rooms. Next week will be pretty busy. I'm going to the wedding expo, then the Pirate Fest, then I'm getting my surgery. The week after I'm going to an anime convention with my boyfriend. I'll be pretty busy this month. Oh, and I'm going to a picnic with my boyfriend's family and I'm also doing Easter dinner with them too. But yeah, that's it for this entry.

Forty Sixth Entry

Saturday, April 4th 2026

Didn't do karate today as my boyfriend's family was having a picnic at a park so I went to that. They had really good food there so I had fun. I was going to dye eggs with them but I was exhausted so my boyfriend took me home. I also don't know if I'll go to their Easter dinner tomorrow as my social battery is completely drained and I need time to recover. But yeah, that was my day today.

Forty Seventh Entry

Sunday, April 5th 2026

I didn't go to Easter dinner with my boyfriend's family because I was so exhausted from yesterday. I don't really celebrate Easter either, I'm not religious or anything. I just hung out and relaxed today. Me and my mom also had another business meeting too because we nearly forgot to lol. Also been drawing a lot today too. That's pretty much all I did today. Happy Easter to everyone who celebrates.

Forty Eighth Entry

Monday, April 6th 2026

Got more weird comments on my Tiktoks again. I feel so targeted sometimes. Like I post the same things other people do, yet it seems like only I'm getting flack for it. I know I shouldn't care, these are dumb strangers hiding behind a keyboard, but it still hurts. I was cancelled on Twitter before, and people said such horrible things to me over something stupid. I feel like I'm getting flashbacks to that time and I'm just not doing good today. I wonder if I should turn off my comments, and I also wonder if I should be doing this. But if I don't post and try to start up my business then I'll have nothing. I can't work a normal job. Sometimes I just feel so useless.

Forty Ninth Entry

Tuesday, April 7th 2026

I've scheduled a cosplay photoshoot in May with my friend who's a photographer. I'm going to cosplay Zanka (obviously). Other than that I've gotten more negative comments on my Tiktoks. I've noticed that the Gachiakuta fandom is kind of toxic. That's mainly the content I've been doing, and again, I know I shouldn't care. But it sucks to constantly hear how much people don't appreciate your art. I wish I could put out other content but Gachiakuta is what I'm hyperfixating on right now. This job is becoming more and more taxing.

Fiftieth Entry

Wednesday, April 8th 2026

I decided to make it so only my friends can comment on my Tiktoks. So people who follow me and I follow them back. My mental health couldn't take much more negative comments. I feel less stressed about it now. Every time I got a notification that I got a comment I'd practically get a panic attack. So yeah, I had to do something about it. Other than that I haven't done much today. Just drew stuff and posted.

Fifty First Entry

Thursday, April 9th 2026

I might be traveling for a convention in September. I don't know yet, as they have yet to send me an acceptance letter, but if I get in then me and my family will be traveling to another city. It's apparently an eight hour drive so we're going to make it a family trip. Haven't done much today except go to the hospital where I'm getting my tubes removed to get some tests done. I didn't post on Tiktok today either as I just didn't feel like it really.

Fifty Second Entry

Friday, April 10th 2026

I went to the dentist this morning for a consult on my impacted tooth. The orthodontist suggested they move the tooth into the correct position, but the surgeon said there would be too many risks in doing that. If they did that, my tooth might fracture. So we decided to extract the tooth instead. Since I'm having a different surgery to get my tubes removed on Tuesday, We're going to schedule my tooth surgery in May at some point. After that I didn't do much. Tomorrow is the wedding expo and then Sunday is the Pirate Fest.

Fifty Third Entry

Saturday, April 11th 2026

Today was the wedding expo. My mom, boyfriend, and I went to it and got a whole bunch of ideas. We're also going to go to open houses for some venues and maybe finally pick a venue to have our wedding at. We also have to pick a photographer and a make up and hair artist. But we don't know the date of our wedding yet, so I guess we have to figure that out first lol. This morning though, we had to take my cat to the groomers because he got poop all over his fur so they bathed him and shaved him because he had really bad matting. Now he looks like a shaved rat lol but he's still adorable.

Fifty Fourth Entry

Sunday, April 12th 2026

Today me and my boyfriend went to Pirate Fest. At first we went to the wrong park because we're kinda dumb like that lol but we eventually made it to the correct location. We just walked around and ate food. Tuesday is my surgery and I'm a little nervous about going under. I've had nausea after waking up from anesthesia, or I would wake up confused. I'm just kinda scared that will happen again. This isn't a major surgery, though, so I don't think they'll be using strong anesthesia this time. But even so, it's still nerve wracking.

Fifty Fifth Entry

Monday, April 13th

Today was a lazy day for me. I mostly slept in, didn't even post anything either. I was exhausted from the weekend. Tomorrow is my surgery. At first I had to be at the hospital by 5:30 AM but they moved the surgery to 9:00 AM so now I have to be there by 7:00 AM. I'm still a little nervous but I'll feel better once it's over and done with. My boyfriend is going to come over after work to take care of me, even though this isn't a major surgery and I'll be fine afterwards. He still wants to look after me, which is fine by me. Anyways, wish me luck.

Fifty Sixth Entry

Tuesday, April 14th 2026

I got my surgery done today. I woke up just fine, no nausea or anything. Just some slight cramping which they said was normal. When I left my house I saw a cat in our tree, so I took that as good luck, and I was right. Everything went smoothly. I'm just glad it's over now. I was nervous for nothing, everything turned out fine in the end. I should be healed in two weeks or so. Other than that, I preordered the new Tomodachi Life game that comes out soon so I can play something while recovering.

Fifty Seventh Entry

Wednesday, April 15th 2026

I haven't had any pain since the surgery. I've been feeling good actually. I'm so bored, though. There's this Weeb Wednesday event happening tonight and I really want to go but my mom won't let me because she's afraid I'll rip my stitches. The event is just at a park and they're just going to walk around the park in cosplay, so I don't see what the big deal is. I'm not delicate, I can handle walking around a park. Oh well, they'll be doing it every Wednesday so hopefully I can make it to the next one. This past week is just going to be me recovering, so I won't have much to say.

Fifty Eighth Entry

Thursday, April 16th 2026

I've just been recovering today, haven't done much other than that. I also haven't been posting as much as I should. I just don't have anything to post. I've been drawing One Piece stuff though, so hopefully I'll have something to post soon. Fun fact: I used to hate One Piece. But then I actually gave it a watch and ended up liking it. My favorite characters are Sanji and Ace. I'm on the Water 7 arc. Anyway, that was my day.

Fifty Ninth Entry

Friday, April 17th 2026

Tomodachi Life came in today. It's really fun so far. I made a few Miis, like myself and my boyfriend. I also made Zanka and one of my OCs. I'll probably be playing Tomodachi Life and drawing for today. Other than that I won't be doing anything, as I'm still recovering from my surgery. On Sunday, my boyfriend and I are going to this private bridal culinary demonstration. We signed up for it at the wedding expo and we were one of the chosen to attend, so that will be cool.

Sixtieth Entry

Saturday, April 18th 2026

I didn't do much today since I'm still recovering from surgery. I actually took a nap with my mom in the living room since she was feeling pretty tired herself. After that we decided that I'll be taking care of the house since I don't work so I'm still contributing to the household. I don't want to feel completely useless in the family so I'm going to do my best to keep up with the house. On May 2'nd there's going to be a half way to Halloween party at this bar me and my boyfriend got to frequently. I'm going to dress up as Medusa from Soul Eater. That's pretty much everything I wanted to talk about today.

Sixty First Entry

Sunday, April 19th 2026

Today me, my mom, and my boyfriend went to this bridal demonstration. This guy gave a demonstration of these pot and pans and cooked us some food with them. We also won some gifts, like two champagne flutes, a voucher for a honeymoon trip, and a $600 gift card for wedding bands. My mom bought the pots and pans because we need new ones to be honest. Overall it was an interesting experience. That's all I did today.

Sixty Second Entry

Monday, April 20th 2026

Made myself a routine the other day and I did the routine today. I'm usually not great with routines, I don't like doing the same thing everyday on a schedule. But I do better with a routine. I just need to keep at it even if I get bored with it. I posted on Instagram today of a quick drawing I did of Stocking Anarchy from Panty and Stocking with Garter belt. I'v also been designing some fairy OC's based on Winx Club and W.I.T.C.H. Anyway, that's all I did today.

Sixty Third Entry

Tuesday, April 21st 2026

Today was not it. I asked my mom for some money for food and then I realized how much of loser I am. I don't work, I don't drive, I have to rely on my parents for everything. I'm seriously the worst. Why does my boyfriend even like me? He's going to end up supporting me because I can't keep a job. Who would want to date a person who can barely take care of themselves? I'm afraid he'll grow to resent me because I'm useless and can't do anything right. Sorry for the depressing entry, I'm just feeling down today. All I did today was go to the dentist. Alright, I'm going to end this entry here.

Sixty Fourth Entry

Wednesday, April 22nd 2026

Today I went on a walk with other people who like anime. They call it Weeb Walks and they happen every Wednesday at a park near me. I couldn't go to the last one because I just had my surgery but I could make it to this one. I think I made some new friends. I'm not sure though, because I'm kind of bad at making friends lol. But I had a pleasant time and I can't wait till the next one. That's all I did today.

Sixty Fifth Entry

Thursday, April 23rd 2026

Today I was a little sad because my friend's mom just died from a brain tumor and I don't know what to say to make him feel better. I feel so bad for him, he's my best friend and I hate it when I can't do anything for a loved one who's hurting. So I slept in today, but Zanka's staff came in today so I decided to make some Zanka Tiktoks. I used to make cosplay Tiktoks all the time back in the day, but my mental health was declining so I stopped for a while. I think I'm feeling a little better now so I may start back up again.

Sixty Sixth Entry

Friday, April 24th 2026

I didn't do much today. The convention started today though, but I wasn't accepted into it as a vendor, so I'm just going as attendee on Sunday. This convention in particular doesn't ever accept local vendors. I don't know why. It sucks though, because it's a big convention and I could make a lot of money if I vended there. Anyway, I started rewatching Avatar the Last Air Bender because I saw the leaks for the new movie and it made me nostalgic. I used to love this show as a kid. I've never seen the Legend of Korra funny enough. Maybe I'll watch that next after I finish The Last Airbender.

Sixty Seventh Entry

Saturday, April 25th 2026

Today I had a lot less energy than usual. I also had a headache but I took some medicine and it's gone now. I didn't do much today besides wait for my boyfriend to get here and then we played some Yugioh. I won twice, I'm getting pretty good at it actually. I never thought I'd be able to play Yugioh because it seemed so complicated but I'm getting the hang of it. Tomorrow we're going to a convention, so that will be fun. I also put all of my blog entries into my friendproject blog last night. Just because I was bored and couldn't sleep.

Sixty Eighth Entry

Sunday, April 26th 2026

Today me, my boyfriend, and his sister went to the convention happening all weekend. We just walked around and looked at the vendors. I was trying to find Gachiakuta stuff, okay, specifically I was looking for Zanka stuff but there wasn't any so all I bought was food. We met up with some of my boyfriend's friends too. When we got home I was so exhausted I took a nap. It was a pretty good day today.

Sixty Ninth Entry

Monday, April 27th 2026

I had some really weird dreams last night. One of them was where I was looking through my bedroom window and some old lady popped up and started screaming and banging on the window. The others I can't really explain. Anyway, I didn't do much today. I did start playing Love and Deep Space today. I don't know why I didn't start playing it earlier, I guess I just wasn't that interested. I'm not much of a gamer either. I've only finished a few games. But yeah, not a very interesting entry today, sorry lol.

Seventieth Entry

Tuesday, April 28th 2026

I asked on my Instagram story who I should cosplay, I got a few suggestions. One suggested I cosplay a My Little Pony character, I think I'd cosplay Rainbow Dash. Someone else suggested I cosplay Morrigan Aensland. I would cosplay her too, even though I've never played the game she's from. I got other suggestions too, one I didn't know who the character was. I think I'm going to cosplay Morrigan for Halloween. Besides that I didn't do much today. Haven't been doing my routine that well. Like I said I'm not good at routines.

Seventy First Entry

Wednesday, April 29th 2026

I've decided to start walking in the mornings. My dad suggested the first thing I do in the morning is take a walk so I can lose some weight. I asked him what exercises I could do to lose weight as I feel i've gained a little bit. I also did the weeb walk again today. This time my boyfriend came along with me. Hopefully I'll be able to do karate this weekend, but I have to wait until I get the okay from my doctor. I see her Friday, so I'll get my answer then. But yeah, that's all I did today.

Seventy Second Entry

Thursday, April 30th 2026

Me and my mom went thrift shopping today for a dress for my engagement photos. We didn't want to spend too much on a dress. We found a nice pink and sparkly dress for $65 and some heels to match for $8. We plan on taking the photos at the LDS temple. Fun fact, I used to be LDS or also known as Mormon. My mom is Mormon and raised me as Mormon but I stopped associating myself with that religion when I became an adult. But the LDS temple has a really regal aesthetic that I like. We will have to take pictures outside of the temple, since we're not allowed in without temple recommends. But yeah, that's all I did today.

Seventy Third Entry

Friday, May 1st 2026

Feeling kind of bummed out because it feels like my art won't ever take off. I want to go to other states for conventions during the summer because there are no conventions happening in the summer in my area as it gets too hot where I'm at. But I don't have the money to travel that much. My mom says I need to get a job but I'm just not good at working. Plus no one is hiring really and she doesn't understand that. I want my art to be my job but I can't even do that right. I just feel so worthless sometimes. I can't do anything right.

Seventy Fourth Entry

Saturday, May 2nd 2026

My boyfriend and I went to this halfway to halloween party at this bar we frequently go to. We ended up having a sort of heated discussion about music and I got a little emotional. We worked it out but sometimes I hate that I'm so sensitive. I wish things didn't bother me as much as they do. Apparently it's part of my ADHD to have a lot of feelings and being sensitive. It just sucks. I wish I didn't let things bother me like my mom. But about the music discussion, I don't have a particular favorite genre of music. I just like whatever sounds good to me. I'm picky about my music and at the same time not picky. It's weird. But yeah, that's what I did today.

Seventy Fifth Entry

Sunday, May 3rd 2026

I've decided to learn how to drive. I learned to drive years ago with driving lessons, but then I failed my driving test and I haven't driven since. I was so discouraged about failing that I just didn't want to try again. I also had my accident in 2023 and it sort of made me afraid of driving. But I'm 25 now, turning 26 in June and I can't put this off anymore. I have to try again. Hopefully the driving instructor won't be as rude as last time. I was so nervous about my driver's test and the instructor was not helping at all. Anyway, I didn't do anything today.

Seventy Sixth Entry

Monday, May 4th 2026

Today I took the written drivers test and failed it. I'm going to retake it tomorrow, but I have to pay like $6 to take the test. That's really annoying but I have to do this. My goal is to be licensed by next month. I'm going to study more for the written test so I can pass it tomorrow. I also mock set up my booth for the convention happening this weekend. This convention is their first one, so I don't know how well it will do. I got the booth space for free though, so no matter what I make it'll be a profit for me. But I still hope to make a decent amount.

Seventy Seventh Entry

Tuesday, May 5th 2026

I tried the written driver's test again and I almost passed, I was on question 24 and it has 25 questions. But I got 6 wrong and failed again. I'm mostly annoyed about the fact that I have to keep paying to retake the test. Tomorrow I will pass though, I'm getting better at the test that's for sure. That's pretty much all I did today. I'm still taking my morning walks too. I hope I'm making progress in loosing weight. My goal weight is about 110 lbs. I'm at 140 right now.

Seventy Eighth Entry

Wednesday, May 6th 2026

Today I tried ordering my art prints somewhere else because our usual place won't answer any of our emails or calls. I don't know why they won't communicate anymore. But I found another place that's local to me that does printing. I'm not quite sure I ordered my art prints correctly but I did my best. It's a shame I won't be able to have the prints by Friday which is when the convention starts. We gave our usual printers plenty of time to print our art prints but they just... Didn't do it? I don't know what happened. Anyway, I didn't do my morning walk today as I'm going on the weeb walk tonight. I may retake the driver's written test later too. Or I'll wait till tomorrow. I'm not sure yet.

Seventy Ninth Entry

Thursday, May 7th 2026

I retook the drivers written test and I finally passed. I'm going to get my driver's permit on June 5th. In other news, my torotise's lamp broke so I need to get a new one. I'm also supposed to set up for the convention happening this weekend today. I couldn't get my art prints in on time, but I have enough new product that I don't need them. Hopefully I'll have them for the next convention though. When I went on my morning walk I saw a black cat and I consider that good luck. That must be why I passed my drivers written test. That and I studied all night and a little this morning lol. I also saw a really pretty cactus flower and took a picture of it.

Eightieth Entry

Friday, May 8th 2026

Today was day one of the convention. We didn't make much but the booth was free so I didn't mind. We made $53 I believe. Tomorrow will be better, everyone was at work today, so that's why we didn't make many sales. One sticker was very popular today though. I sold some photo cards as well. I found a booth that was selling kpop photo cards and they actually had OnlyOneOf! They didn't have my bias though. Anyway, that was my day today. Hopefully tomorrow we'll make more sales.

Eighty First Entry

Saturday, May 9th 2026

Today we mad $45. So we made $98 in total. Not great but the table was free so It's alright. I also decided I might make my own convention someday. I'm going to call it Peachy Con and it'll be an anime convention focusing on mainly small artists. We'll have an artist alley, some exhibitors, a cosplay competition, a Yugioh tournament, and possibly an after party. It'll happen during the summer in a year or two, definitely not this year. I'll still be vending at my own convention too. But yeah, just an idea for now. I still want to travel to other conventions too, but I don't know when I'll be able to do that.

Eighty Second Entry

Sunday, May 10th 2026

My mom just wanted to have a quiet day to herself so me and my dad and my boyfriend went to one of my dad's friend's apartment and swam in his pool. After that we brought dinner home because my mom didn't want to go anywhere today and we ate. I gave my mom a picture I drew and a necklace. Didn't do much else besides that. I started designing a logo for my convention I want to start up. Starting a convention is going to be a lot of hard work, but I believe I can do it. Anyways, that was my day.

Eighty Third Entry

Monday, May 11th 2026

Today I made a website for the convention I plan on making in the future. All it says is Coming Soon for now, I'll update it once I make the convention official. I also finished the logo for it. I also asked people on my Insta story what they'd want to see at a convention. So far I've gotten cosplay contest, food vendors, and photo booth. I think I'll also add cosplay meetups and a raffle. I didn't go on my morning walk today because I slept in, I'll do it tomorrow though. Besides that I didn't do much today. There's going to be a cosplay painting event happening on May 25th, but that's when I do my Zanka photoshoot. Hopefully I can still make it, it'll depend on when and how long my photoshoot will be.

Eighty Fourth Entry

Tuesday, May 12th 2026

I asked people on my Instagram story if I should make the convention Instagram now or if it's too soon. Most people want me to make it now. But I already have three Instagram accounts lol. Maybe I'll wait a little bit once I have the convention more planned out. But yeah I haven't done much today. Didn't take my morning walk today either. I may take a break from morning walks this week and then start again next week. I plan on getting a new tattoo on June 7th. I want to get Power and Denji on my right shoulder. I just don't know how big to get it yet.

Eighty Fifth Entry

Wednesday, May 13th 2026

Today I kind of made a whole new website for the convention, as the last one wasn't really a website. I was trying to make one without making a domain but turns out that's impossible which is really annoying, but I got it up and working. Just been posting and finalizing the website all day long. The Instagram has 32 followers so far, but I'll need a lot more than that. Good thing I have time to gain a following. I went on the Weeb Walks again and afterwards we went out for ice cream. I ate way too much tho because my stomach was all messed up afterwards lol.

Eighty Sixth Entry

Thursday, May 14th 2026

I tried getting back into school again but the career coach was making things so complicated that it immediately squashed my want to go back to school. Screw school, I just want to focus on my art. I'm going to stop doing karate too. I'm just not disciplined enough for it. I'll just go to the gym on Saturdays instead. In other news, I think I've figured out the venue for me and my boyfriend's wedding. I think I've also figured out the date too. I just have to ask him if the date is alright. Anyway, that's all I did today.

Eighty Seventh Entry

Friday, May 15th 2026

I tried to maybe start a car wash fundraiser to raise money for the convention but apparently people don't do that during the summer? I realize I don't know what I'm doing. I feel pretty stupid right now. But I'm not going to give up on this. I'll just wait to raise money till I have this planned out more. I feel like I dream too big sometimes. I just thought it'd be cool to make my own anime convention. This probably won't turn out though. Might blow up in my face instead. Like most things do. Anyway, didn't do anything today.

Eighty Eighth Entry

Saturday, May 16th 2026

I've been trying to connect the convention Instagram to the convention Facebook Page but for some reason, when I made the Instagram, it made a whole new business portfolio. That business portfolio somehow goes against Meta guidelines and now it's restricted and I can't run ads or connect my Facebook Page to it. I've been wracking my brain and trying to figure out how to fix this and connect the Instagram to my other business portfolio that isn't restricted, but Meta keeps making it so convoluted and frustrating. If anyone understands what I'm talking about and can help please let me know lol. That's all I've been doing today.

Eighty Ninth Entry

Sunday, May 17th 2026

Today my boyfriend and I went to another halfway to Halloween event. I was dressed as Kuromi since her birthday is Halloween. We went trick or treating and stuff. I love Halloween. Besides that I still can't figure out the whole Facebook business thing. I probably never will lol. I don't have much else to talk about besides that though. Just been trying to promote my convention snd trying to plan it at the same time. Still need to find a venue to rent and then it'll be smooth sailing from there I think.

Ninetieth Entry

Monday, May 18th 2026

I recently got the idea to do a Halloween event to advertise the convention. We want to do an anime trunk or treat type of event but with local vendors. I sent a Instagram message to this anime themed boba cafe who always does events in their parking lot. I haven't gotten a message back, but if that doesn't pan out then I can rent a public parking lot from a school for cheap. But then I'd have to worry about food vendors. Anyway, I hope this event will promote the convention more. That's what I've been doing all day.

Ninety First Entry

Tuesday, May 19th 2026

Me and my mom went to see Yungblud live. It was really fun, he's a very good performer. I don't know too many of his songs but my mom loves him so she had a good time. I only know like two songs from him. But I still enjoyed myself. It's only fair that my mom drag me to one of her concerts when I dragged her to three OnlyOneOf concerts. Anyway, I've also still been planning a Halloween event on Halloween. I still can't seem to contact that anime boba place, so my mom and I are going to go there and talk to someone in person about it. I'm also making merch of my original characters who are mascots for my anime convention.

Ninety Second Entry

Wednesday, May 20th 2026

Our hot water has been out so we haven't been able to shower for a few days. Now the plumber is supposed to come today to fix it. So hopefully we'll be able to shower tonight. I decided to not go to Weeb Walks today because I'm probably stinky. Also I think I've finally found a location for the Halloween event I want to put together. I've been messaging multiple boba places and haven't gotten a response until I messaged the last one on their website and I got an email from them almost immediately. They said they'd love to work with me and to tell them more about myself and about the event. I did and I haven't gotten another response yet, so I'm assuming we'll be talking more tomorrow.

Ninety Third Entry

Thursday, May 21st 2026

I didn't get a response back from the boba place. I know they're probably busy so I'm sure I'll hear back from them eventually, but it's just disheartening. I also crashed out earlier over it. I may seem chill from my blog posts but I'm actually pretty insane. I hate being this way, I wish I were normal. I just want to secure a location for my Halloween event. I didn't realize how difficult that'd be. Anyway, I'm sure things will turn out, I just need to go crazy first. It's no wonder people don't like me though. I'm insufferable.

Ninety Fourth Entry

Friday, May 22nd 2026

I had a big crash out this morning because I felt embarrassed about the fact that I had been so rude in the vendor discord server. People were just trying to help but I got defensive. I apologized for my behavior and left the server as I felt I didn't belong there anymore. I messaged one of them on Instagram and apologized again and they said it was okay. I don't know how I'm going to get vendors for the halloween event now though. I changed the date for the event as well because everyone kept saying that people won't show up because there will be other stuff happening on Halloween. I kind of took it personally but I'm over it now. They're just trying to help after all. I just wish I wasn't such a crash out. I wish I was normal.

Ninety Fifth Entry

Saturday, May 23rd 2026

Today me, my mom, and my boyfriend started building our new bed frame. It's a loft bed and it's a queen size. We are short a part though unfortunately. We aren't finished, we'll have to continue it tomorrow. Still no email from the boba place. I did find out they are doing an event all weekend long so that may be why and I may not hear from them until Monday. But I just hope I didn't lose their interest already. If I did was it something I said? I don't know. But if I can't use their location for the Halloween event then I'll fina another place. I've put too much work into this to just give up. And I already have three vendors who're interested in vending for the event.

Ninety Sixth Entry

Sunday, May 24th 2026

We're stuck on building the bed frame that actually holds the mattress. I feel like there was a design flaw to be honest. Tomorrow my mom's friends are going to help us build it. Also the company is going to send us the part we're missing but it'll take five to nine business days to get here. So we're not going to build it all the way until that part gets here because it would suck if we built it and then had to take it apart just to install that one part. Also still nothing from the boba place. I know I should be patient but I'm just trying to get this ball rolling. Also got an email from someone who wanted to commission me. They wanted me to draw their dog but I wasn't sure if it was a real person or not. I also don't really draw animals that much so I declined.

Ninety Seventh Entry

Monday, May 25th 2026

Today I did my Zanka cosplay photoshoot. We went to a place where there's a lot of graffiti and stuff and took some cool pictures behind some murals. Also we realized we were missing two more parts for the bed so we physically can't finish it now. It's kind of annoying how they forgot to give us three parts but that's life sometimes. Also still haven't heard back from the boba place so I sent a follow up email and hopefully they get back to me tomorrow but if not I'll have to look else where. I know the halloween event isn't until October but I don't want to wait last minute and not be able to find a location for it anywhere. Also my fish died today. He lasted nine months. He was a trooper.

Ninety Eighth Entry

Tuesday, May 26th 2026

I've been really tired lately. I'm not sure why. I haven't been going on my morning walks because I'm just too tired to do it. Also I just learned the boba place is doing this event until May 28th so I'm not sure when I'll hear from them again. But I just need to be patient. This Halloween event isn't happening until October, so they don't have to answer me right away. I wonder if I should've done a summer event, but that would've been too soon and planning these events takes time. I also built some more of the bed a little bit. Just the steps that don't have to do with the missing pieces. Anyway, I didn't do much today besides that.

Ninety Ninth Entry

Wednesday, May 27th 2026

My new gaming desk came in and I built the entire thing all by myself. I'm now writing this on my new desk. I also pretty much finished the stairs to the loft bed. Just need that one part and they're done. Still nothing from the boba place. But again they're having an event until the 28th so I'll probably hear from them on Friday hopefully. I also joined a local anime discord and I talked about my predicament with the Halloween event and the creator of the discord asked if I wanted to collaborate with them. So that's cool. Anyway, all I did was build stuff today.

One Hundredth Entry

Thursday, May 28th 2026

I'm so bored today. I have nothing to do. The boba place won't answer me until tomorrow most likely so I can't post about the Halloween event until then. I've just been drawing and watching TV mostly. I wish those missing parts were here already so I can install them to the loft bed and actually have something to do. But the bed was from China so they'll take forever to get here. I also wish I could get some more stuff for my desk like gaming headphones, a mouse pad, and a gaming chair but I have no money right now. I really hope the boba place gets back to me tomorrow. If not then I'll follow up one more time and if I get nothing then I'll look for another boba place.

One Hundred First Entry

Friday, May 29th 2026

Today I'm going to the mall with my boyfriend. We're also getting a new fish as well. Still nothing from the boba place. I'm starting to think they changed their minds about partnering up with me. I really hope that's not the case. But if it is that would really suck. Was it something I said? Did someone tell them to not partner up with me? The whole thing makes me so stressed. But there is some good news. I found a new convention happening in my city in August so I signed up to vend for them. I hope I get in. There's some bad news too, though. One of the conventions I'm vending for in October got postponed to next year. Postponements happened to three conventions now. It's rather strange.

One Hundred Second Entry

Saturday, May 30th 2026

The rest of the parts for the bed came in and now we have officially finished it. We just need to anchor it to the wall because it's a loft bed. Still no word from the boba place. I followed up with them one last time and if they don't answer then I'm moving on to the next place. It's so strange though. Why say you're interested in working with me and then ghost me? Business is really hard. People just don't do what they should be doing. Anyways, my birthday party is next weekend anf five people RSVP'd to it, so that'll be exciting. I got a new bathing suit and everything.

One Hundred Third Entry

Sunday, May 31st 2026

I didn't do much today. Last night me and my boyfriend slept on the new loft bed. I really want to get a new dresser because the one I currently have is broken basically. But again I have no money. I'm just in my gaming room writing this and listening to music. I really need to post something to the convention Instagram, but I don't have anything to post. I'm still waiting to secure a location for the Halloween event. I really hope to get a definitive answer tomorrow. I really want to have the Halloween event at this specific boba place because it's a spooky themed boba place. Sorry I keep talking about this, it's the only thing on my mind lately.

One Hundred Fourth Entry

Monday, June 1st 2026

It's been another lazy day today. Didn't do much except sleep. I do have my birthday party this weekend though. I hope that works out well. I'm kind of nervous that the people who RSVP'd aren't going to show up. That would kind of suck. But hopefully they do show up. I don't have much else to talk about besides the whole Halloween event and boba place thing. I'm going to show up at the boba place in person and try to talk to them if I don't hear from them by Friday. I don't know maybe I'm being too pushy, but they said they were interested in working with me so I'm just following up on that. Anyway, that's been my day.

EDIT: The boba place finally got back to me! They want to discuss things in person. I'm just glad I finally got a response from them. I told them I can meet them on Friday and hopefully that works for them.

One Hundred Fifth Entry

Tuesday, June 2nd 2026

I was accepted to vend at a new convention happening in August. I'm glad I can actually do something during the summer. I have nothing planned for summer except for my birthday party. My boyfriend is going to Florida in July and I've been kind of trying to convince him to let me go with him lol. But he's going for a family thing so I probably won't be allowed to go. I've only been to Florida once back in 2021 during October. I was going to a Halloween wedding in Georgia. I liked it in Florida though. I don't know maybe I can convince my parents to go to Florida again this summer. But yeah, didn't do much today either.

One Hundred Sixth Entry

Wednesday, June 3rd 2026

Today I got surgery to extract my tooth at the dentist. I had an impacted tooth that was growing into my other tooth in the back of my mouth. So yeah I did that. Now my tooth is gone and it feels weird lol. I can only eat soft foods for a couple of days and I can't use a straw to drink things for a week. Which is kind of a weird rule but whatever. Now I'm just waiting until Friday to get my permit and to talk to the people at the boba place. And also my birthday party on Saturday. I hope my birthday party will go smoothly. Anyway, I don't have much else to talk about.

One Hundred Seventh Entry

Thursday, June 4th 2026

Today I slept in until almost 1 PM. I didn't do a whole lot today, just napped and watched TV. Tomorrow I meet up with the people who own the boba place and then get my permit after. I plan on talking about how much it's going to cost to use their location, if I'm allowed to use their parking lot or just the inside of the boba place, how many vendors I can have, and if I can have them advertise the event at the boba place. I also may be touring a venue for my wedding on my birthday. I'm also going to a Korean bbq place for my birthday dinner with my family. Anyways, those are my plans.

One Hundred Eighth Entry

Friday, June 5th 2026

Today was a busy day. I had a business meeting with the people at the boba place and now my Halloween event officially has a location! I have to change the date again though because they already have a Halloween event planned on the date I suggested so now it's happening on October 17th. I also got my permit today and I drove home with it. Later me and my mom are going to the store to buy drinks for my birthday party. So yeah, a pretty hectic but good day today. I felt like a real adult lol. Now I'm going to start driving school soon, so I can relearn how to drive again.

One Hundred Ninth Entry

Saturday, June 6th 2026

I had my birthday party today. It was really fun. I had a good time. Most of the people who RSVP'd to my party came. Only two people didn't show up which is fine. It was pretty windy today so it was difficult to put up the decorations. But yeah, we swam in the pool and ate and listened to music. We had cake too. Me and my boyfriend got seriously sun burnt though. We're both incredibly Irish so we're both really pale. Anyway, now I'm home. We took a quick nap and then ate some dinner and now I'm writing this. I don't have anything planned tomorrow. But then Monday is my actual birthday and I'll be turning 26. We'll be touring a venue for my wedding and then get some Korean BBQ.

One Hundred Tenth Entry

Sunday, June 7th 2026

Today I designed a cup sleeve for my Halloween event. When I had the business meeting with the boba people they suggested I design a cup sleeve for them to give out when people buy their drinks at the Halloween event. So that's what I did today. After that I took some naps and now I'm writing this. I was going to post about it today, but I didn't know if it was okay to tag the boba place so soon, so I'm going to email them and ask if it's okay. It probably is, but just to make sure. I don't want to step on anyone's toes. Anyway, that's all I did today.

One Hundred Eleventh Entry

Monday, June 8th 2026

Today is my birthday, I'm now 26 years old. Today I went to lunch with a friend and then me, my parents, and my boyfriend went to tour a venue for our wedding. We now have a venue for our wedding. It was really reasonably priced and my mom was glad I found this place. It just had the vibe I really wanted so it ended up being perfect for us. After that we went to Korean BBQ and ate a lot of food. Now I'm back home writing this. Today was a really good birthday, things are finally looking up for me. That makes me a little nervous though, because that's usually when things get bad again. But hopefully that's not the case.

One Hundred Twelfth Entry

Tuesday, June 9th 2026

Today I've been working on the guest list for my wedding. We plan to have 50-100 guests there, so I'll have to put a lot of people on the guest list. That's all I've been doing today basically. I also emailed the boba place about tagging them in my post about the Halloween event and they recommend that I post about it a month before. So I posted a sort of save the date for it and didn't tag them. I think I'll post a countdown to the event as well on my Instagram story. Anyway, that's pretty much it. Not a very eventful day.

One Hundred Thirteenth Entry

Wednesday, June 10th 2026

Today I've been looking at different prices for my honeymoon. Me and my boyfriend are planning on going to Hawaii, because we've always wanted to go. Me and my parents were planning to go to Hawaii for their 25'th anniversary, but then Covid happened and the whole island shut down. I've been looking at flights, hotels/Airbnb's, and things we could do there. Instead of a gift registry for our wedding, we made a honeymoon fund people can donate money to. We're hoping to raise $5,000 for the honeymoon. We plan on going to Honolulu for a week. So hopefully $5,000 will be enough money. Because the flight will be over $600, the hotel/Airbnb will be around $500 - $1,000, and we'll have to rent a car which would be around $30 - $50 a day, and then food and activities. I think it will be enough, but yeah. That's all I've been doing today.

One Hundred Fourteenth Entry

Thursday, June 11th 2026

Today me and my mom went to the gym after she came home from work. We did upper body today. Then on Saturday we're going to do lower body. We decided we'd go to the gym on Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays. I want to look good for my wedding, so I'm committed to working out and losing some weight. Saturday is going to be really busy, though. We're going to the gym in the morning, and then swim at my dad's friend's house, and then go to a Kpop night at the local bar me and my boyfriend go to frequently. I'm going as Mira from Kpop Demon Hunters. Oh, I also drove home from the gym. Illegally, as I forgot my permit in my other bag, but it's okay because my mom forgot her driver's license too lol. Anyway, that's all I did today.

One Hundred Fifteenth Entry

Friday, June 12th 2026

Today I got my new aligners from the orthodontist. First they made spaces in my teeth and then put my new aligners in. My teeth hurt for a little bit but I got used to it after a while. Then me and my mom went to the store to get new work out shoes and some other stuff. Now I'm back home writing this. Haven't done much else today besides that. I have nothing else to talk about now lol. This is a very short entry today.

One Hundred Sixteenth Entry

Saturday, June 13th 2026

Today Me and my mom went to the gym again. We worked on lower body this time. We actually met my friend who took my Zanka pictures there. After that, we went to one of my dad's friend's houses to swim in their pool. My boyfriend was there too and we stayed for a while. Then we went home and watched some anime. I was planning to go to Kpop night at the local bar tonight too, but I'm exhausted. So I decided to not go. I also drove to the gym and back home today. It's pretty nerve wracking but I'm getting pretty used to driving. Anyway, that's been my day today.

One Hundred Seventeenth Entry

Sunday, June 14th 2026

I didn't do much today except sleep. It's a Sunday so I had nothing planned today. Art fight did just announce the theme for this year, this is my first time doing an art fight. I've never done it before because I didn't exactly know what it was, but I decided to give it a shot this year. My ID came in the mail today as well. I also got an Amazon gift card as a late birthday present from a church friend I go to lunch with every once in a while. It had $40 in it. I'll probably buy some more office stuff with it for my gaming area. But yeah, that's all for today.

One Hundred Eighteenth Entry

Monday, June 15th 2026

Today I just slept in again. Been watching Samurai Champloo the last couple of days too. I don't know why I never considered watching it before, it's really good. It's one of my boyfriend's favorite animes. I'm almost done with it now. Besides that, I didn't do much. Tomorrow me and my mom are going to the gym. We'll be working on upper body again. I honestly don't know what else to put on here lol. Oh, I came up with a samurai OC because of watching Samurai Champloo. His name is Shinobu and he has long black hair and green eyes. Anyway, that's all I've got to say now.

One Hundred Nineteenth Entry

Tuesday, June 16th 2026

Today me and my mom went to the gym again, we worked on upper body again too. When we went into the pool though, there was this old guy in only his underwear lol. We were like invest in some swim trunks my guy. Then later on there was another old dude who was sitting in the disabled chair and he just lets out a huge fart in front of everyone. We tried so hard not to laugh but it was funny af. I guess when you're old you just don't care anymore. But we also saw a service dog when we were leaving the gym. She was just sitting there in her little shirt that said fitness on it while her owner did some exercises on a machine. He let us pet her, she was so cute.

One Hundred Twentieth Entry

Wednesday, June 17th 2026

Didn't do much today. Just slept in mostly. Tomorrow I will be on a zoom call with this lady who will be looking at my skin and maybe giving me a skin routine for my wedding. Right now I don't really have a skin routine because I don't really know what's best for my skin. Then on Friday I'm going to a cosplay meetup with my boyfriend. I'm going to cosplay as Kaiser from Blue Lock. Then on Saturday I'm going to get a new tattoo of Denji and Power from Chainsaw Man. And then Sunday is Father's Day so we'll be celebrating that with my dad. And then funny enough my dad's birthday is the next day too.

One Hundred Twenty First Entry

Thursday, June 18th 2026

Today I had that zoom meeting about skin care. We talked about what my skin needs specifically. I have dark circle around my eyes and dry skin and you can see my pores. So i bought an eye cream and a serum and some other things from her that will help my skin. After that I went to the gym with my mom. We did lower body today. We didn't swim this time because there was a class happening in the pool. Once I got home Me and my boyfriend went to Walmart to get him a shirt for his Sanji cosplay. He's going to the cosplay meetup with me tomorrow as Sanji. I nearly forgot to write my blog today so I'm doing it real quick before I go to bed lol.

One Hundred Twenty Second Entry

Friday, June 19th 2026

Today me and my boyfriend went to a cosplay meetup. He went as Sanji and I went as Kaiser. It went pretty well, although later on he had a bit of a wardrobe malfunction. I won't go into too much detail to save him the embarrassment, but we still managed to have fun despite it. Now I'm back home writing this. Tomorrow I get my new tattoo. Then after me and my mom go to the gym. Oh yeah, while at the cosplay meetup, my boyfriend met a friend of his and he invited us to a cosplay karaoke thing on Monday. So I'll be going to that's been my day.

One Hundred Twenty Third Entry

Saturday, June 20th 2026

I got a new tattoo today. It's of Power and Denji. I went to my usual tattoo artist. She's really good with anime tattoos. She also put on Chainsaw Man while she did my tattoo which was cool. I was there for a really long time though, from 10:00 AM-3:30 PM. So now I'm home writing this. After I'm probably going to go down for a nap lol. But yeah that's all I did today. Didn't expect to be at the tattoo place pretty much all day long but oh well.

EDIT: This is the tattoo btw

One Hundred Twenty Fourth Entry

Sunday, June 21st 2026

Today Me and my parents watched Shrek together because Shrek reminds me of my dad. They're both big mean bald headed Scottish guys (except my dad is Irish but same difference I guess lol). Then we went to a Hibachi place and ate a lot of food. Now we're all stuffed lol. Now I'm back home writing this. Didn't do much today besides that. But I love my dad. He was always there for me and protected me, and I know not a lot of people can say the same. I'm lucky to have him as a dad. He's silly and charismatic and good with people. It comes in handy when you're an introvert like me. Anyway, happy father's day to everyone who have good dads like mine.

One Hundred Twenty Fifth Entry

Monday, June 22nd 2026

Today is my dad's birthday, which we kind of celebrated yesterday along with father's day so all we did was eat cake. But also, me and my boyfriend went to karaoke in cosplay and it was really fun. We went as Denji and Power and everyone thought we were cute together. I sang a song too. I sang Brutal by Olivia Rodrigo, but I messed up on it because I was nervous lol. My boyfriend sang a bunch of songs. Then we sang a duet, Die With a Smile by Bruno Mars and Lady Gaga. He didn't know the song too well so I helped him along. But everyone still thought we were cute. I had a lot of fun. It was a good day today.

One Hundred Twenty Sixth Entry

Tuesday, June 23rd 2026

I got hit on at the gym today lol. He said I was beautiful and that we should workout together sometime, and the next time he sees me he'll give me his information. Now I'm nervous because if I ever do see him again I'll have to break it to him that I'm basically engaged and I'm afraid that will upset him and he'll hurt me :( Hopefully I just won't ever run into him again, but with my luck I probably will. Then again, it was my first time seeing him there, so who knows. Anyway, me and my mom got smoothies again, and now I'm home writing this. I have anxiety so I'll probably be thinking about the worst possible scenarios until I go to the gym next lol.

One Hundred Twenty Seventh Entry

Wednesday, June 24th 2026

I've been drawing my new clown OCs lately. They're Jester twins called Trixie and Bubbles. Trixie is very mischievous and cheery while Bubbles is very gloomy and shy. They represent the Gemini sign and have split personalities when they're in their demon forms. Anyway, I'm just yapping about them because I have nothing else to talk about lol. All I did today was the Weeb Walk. I drove to the park too. I'm still kind of anxious about the whole guy hitting on me at the gym thing too. I really hope I don't bump into him tomorrow, but if I do, I'll just tell him that I have a boyfriend and hopefully that will be the end of it.

One Hundred Twenty Eighth Entry

Thursday, June 25th 2026

Today was kind of eventful. My dad needed my help with driving his work car home from the shop today. So I followed him home in his regular car all by myself. It was nerve wracking but I did it. It was technically illegal too because I just have my permit not my license but oh well lol. Also went to the gym today with my mom like usual and I was hoping I wouldn't bump into the guy who hit on me last time, and I didn't. I was worried over nothing. I'll probably never see him again most likely. Anyway, today was a good day. I'm getting more comfortable with driving too. I drove to the gym and back home as well. Just need to get into a driving school.

One Hundred Twenty Ninth Entry

Friday, June 26th 2026

Today I went to the card shop with my boyfriend and got some cards like Magician's Valkyria and Berry Magician Girl and Dark Magician Girl the Dragon Knight. We also played some Yugioh too and I beat him without any help. I was really proud of myself. Last night however, my mom mentioned me having to get a job to help pay for my new car once I get my license. I got really scared. I'm not good at anything worth while, so I don't know what job I can even get. The last job I had I only lasted three months before they got sick of me and let me go. I really want a remote job where I work from home but I don't really know what kind of job I'd be good at where I could work from home. I know I sound like a massive loser but yeah. I'm kind of anxious about that now.

One Hundred Thirtieth Entry

Saturday, June 27th 2026

Today me and my boyfriend went to karate together (I didn't participate) and then we went to China Town and looked around a little bit. Then we got sushi, then we went to the boba place where I'm having my Halloween event because they were having an Avatar the Last Air Bender event and I said I'd go to it to see how their events run. It was cool, we got boba too. Overall it was a good adventure. I'm still kind of anxious about looking for a job when I get my license though. I don't know what I'm going to look for. All I know is I want a remote job. I was really hoping my art would be my job, but I guess not...

One Hundred Thirty First Entry

Sunday, June 28th 2026

Last Night I started working on my new resume for work. Might as well get it over with. Even though I know no one will look at it because I barely have two years of work experience on it or something. That's all these hiring managers want these days is experience. Anyway. I went to the gym with my mom today because she was busy yesterday, and it was actually really chill there. So we decided to start going to the gym on Sundays instead of Saturdays. I gained some pounds this morning though. I don't know if working out is working for me honestly. I don't look any different and I don't seem to be loosing any weight. I don't know. I just don't want to be busting out of my wedding dress.

One Hundred Thirty Second Entry

Monday, June 29th 2026

I've been entering drawing contests lately. Like one I entered was for a convention to draw their mascot and they would use the three winners in their banners and promotions and stuff. Another one had the theme of moon and stars and the winner would get $2,000. For that one I drew Yue from Avatar the Last Air Bender. So yeah, just been drawing a lot lately. And ArtFight starts pretty soon. I'm still not too sure what I'm doing, so I guess I'll wait till someone attacks me so I can see what they do and take some pointers from it. But hopefully someone does attack me, it would suck if no one did lol. Anyway, didn't do anything today. Just slept in.

One Hundred Thirty Third Entry

Tuesday, June 30th 2026

Today I was extra lazy. Didn't go to the gym, I was too tired. Just slept in all day. ArtFight starts tomorrow and I'm still kind of nervous about it to be honest. I just don't want to screw anything up, like I usually do lol. But I've read the rules and if I'm understanding them correctly, I just draw someone's OC to "attack" them and gain points for my team (Team Tragedy)? And if someone attacks me, I can either counter by attacking them back or attack someone else on their team. I can also attack those on my own team which is friendly fire. I hope I'm understanding everything correctly... I'm kind of slow lol. Anyway, I'm going to bookmark some characters to maybe attack for tomorrow.

One Hundred Thirty Fourth Entry

Wednesday, July 1st 2026

Art fight started today and I already attacked two people. I hope they liked the art I did of their OCs. Art fight has been down though, too many people have been on it at the same time and it basically broke. Hopefully it gets up and running again soon though. I also hope I get attacked too, kind of scared no one will attack me though. That would suck. Update on Art fight site: just got in and got a comment on one of my attacks and the owner of the OC said they really liked my attack :D I'm so happy! I hope they attack me back. But they don't have to do of course. Anyway, time to work on my third attack in the mean time.

One Hundred Thirty Fifth Entry

Thursday, July 2nd 2026

I've finally been attacked twice on Art Fight. They were both so good. They both attacked two of my maid OCs. I'm just happy to see people draw my OCs. I also did my third attack and they liked it. Art Fight seems to be really fun so far, I was worried for nothing once again. Oh yeah, I was accepted into a convention in a different city. It's not out of state but it is an 8 hour drive lol so I'm sort of traveling for a convention. Also me and my parents are going to a hotel with an awesome pool for the fourth of July weekend. Now to work on my fourth attack for Art Fight.

One Hundred Thirty Sixth Entry

Friday, July 3rd 2026

I'm staying in a hotel with my parents in my city for the fourth of July weekend. The hotel room is really nice, it has a view of the pool and really comfy beds. I'm not sure I'll get much attacks done for Art Fight but I have all month long so it's alright. Oh, I actually have an opportunity to house sit for one of my dad's friends for three days. I'm going to take care of his dog too. I have a lot of experience with pet sitting actually. I've been doing it for several years for several people. I love animals, more than people pretty much lol. I have a lot of my own. I have a husky, two cats, a tortoise, and a beta fish. I used to have two parakeets but they died :( Anyway, probably going to go swimming later. But I'm going to try to work on an Art Fight attack right now.

One Hundred Thirty Seventh Entry

Saturday, July 4th 2026

Today is Independence Day. My boyfriend came to the hotel and we spent some time at the pool. Then we spent some time in the hotel room because it was getting hot and crowded at the pool. Then we ate food and now my mom and boyfriend are at the pool again while my dad is at a friend's house for a party. I'm staying in the hotel room because I'm tired and I need to get some Art Fight done lol. Later on we're going to watch the fireworks and then my boyfriend will be back at our house because he's watching our animals while we're away.

One Hundred Thirty Eighth Entry

Sunday, July 5th 2026

Today I just relaxed mostly. Me and my parents went down to the pool for a little while, then I went back to the room by myself and worked on Art Fight attacks. Then I took a nap. I was startled awake by my parents returning to the room a little later lol. Then we ate. Me and my mom are going to go back to the pool later. We go check out of the hotel tomorrow. Then I start driving lessons on Tuesday. Overall it's been a really good Fourth of July weekend. I hope to come back to this hotel some other time because it's really nice.

One Hundred Thirty Ninth Entry

Monday, July 6th 2026

I'm back home now. I miss the hotel already, it was really nice there. There's no children allowed there, and the rooms are really nice too. I think it's where I want to stay after the wedding reception. Anyway, Now I'll be busy with Art Fight and driving lessons. I've done six attacks already and I've been attacked three times. I hope I get attacked more as the month goes on. So far most of the people I've attacked have liked the art I've done of their OCs. I was so worried I would portray one of them wrong or something, but once again my anxiety got the best of me. I'm going to work on my seventh attack now.

One Hundred Fortieth Entry

Tuesday, July 7th 2026

Today was my first driving lesson. I was a little nervous at first but then I got a little more comfortable as time went on. The instructor was really nice, I made sure to schedule her for all of my lessons. In the case of Art Fight, I was attacked with a 3D model of one of my characters. It looked pretty cool. I'm going to do my first revenge attack on them. I'm having a really good time doing Art Fight. I'm definitely going to do it next year as well. I wish I did it sooner. Anyway, that was my day pretty much, driving lesson, gym, Art Fight.

One Hundred Forty First Entry

Wednesday, July 8th 2026

Today I was kinda overwhelmed today. I fell asleep and missed my therapy appointment. It's alright though, I rescheduled it. I also drew a character for Art Fight that was canonically plus sized and accidentally made her skinny. Luckily it was just a sketch, so I just need to redraw her as plus sized. But yeah, I didn't want to disrespect the source material. I've never drawn a plus sized character before and I need to challenge myself. Anyway, it was kinda a weird day. But it ended good with the Weeb Walk. My mom didn't walk with us because she had heart burn but yeah. That was my day. I'm going to finish my Art Fight redraw now.

One Hundred Forty Second Entry

Thursday, July 9th 2026

Nothing new happening really. Just continuing working on Art Fight and going to the gym today. I still drive to the gym whenever I can, and my next driving lesson is Monday. But yeah other than that, nothing else is really happening. I do have that house sitting job on July 17th - 19th and then I have my boyfriend's karate tournament on July 25th. He actually has it on the 25th and 26th but I'm only going on the 25th. He's going to be competing to fight actually and I'll be supporting him. Anyways, yeah, that's pretty much going to be my July.

One Hundred Forty Third Entry

Friday, July 10th 2026

Today I was super sleepy. So I didn't do much but sleep in. I also did more Art Fight obviously. I'm kind of in a bit of a dilemma. Tomorrow there's going to be another cosplay karaoke night, but one of my favorite bands are going to be playing downtown for free. I'm not sure which I want to do. Cosplaying sounds fun, but so does the band. I think I'll do the cosplay karaoke to be honest. It'll be really crowded downtown and I don't do well in crowded places. I think I'll cosplay as Hatsune Miku, since it's karaoke night lol. Anyway, that was my day.

One Hundred Forty Fourth Entry

Saturday, July 11th 2026

Today I decided to go to karaoke. I went as Hatsune Miku and my boyfriend went as Sanji. He sang a song but I couldn't decide what to song. I know what you're thinking: "Why didn't you sing a Miku song?" Because those songs are hard af to sing lol. I wouldn't be able to hit those high notes by myself. Anyway, I didn't sing. but it's alright. I just vibed. We had a drink and then we went home. It was a good time. I didn't do much Art Fight. I kinda took a break from it. But I'll be back at it again tomorrow. Anyway, that's all I did today.

One Hundred Forty Fifth Entry

Sunday, July 12th 2026

Didn't do much today except go to the gym and to the store with my mom. Other than that I slept in, worked on an Art Fight attack, and that's it. I hope I get attacked more so I can do some more revenge attacks. It's mostly been me doing the attacking first. I've only been attacked five times, technically four times because the same person attacked me twice. Anyway, not much of a productive day. Tomorrow I just have a driving lesson and then this weekend I house sit one of my dad's friend's houses. So yeah, that's pretty much it.

One Hundred Forty Sixth Entry

Monday, July 13th 2026

Today was extra lazy because my driving lesson got postponed because my instructor got injured. So I mostly slept in. Also did more Art Fight obviously. I'm working on my first friendly fire attack now. I also started caring about soccer more because of Erling Haaland lol. Too bad England beat Norway and knocked them out of the World Cup so it's a little late for me to care about soccer now. But the memes of this guy is legendary. He's so funny and cute lmao. Anyway, enough about my new found crush on a 6'4 Norwegian man. But yeah, that's all I did today.

One Hundred Forty Seventh Entry

Tuesday, July 14th 2026

Today I'm kind of disappointed in myself because I decided to not go to the gym today. I weighed myself today and I gained some weight again. It made me disheartened and annoyed at everything and it made me not want to go to the gym. But now I feel disappointed in myself because I'm sort of giving up like I do with most things. I just don't want to try anymore though because it doesn't seem to be going anywhere. My goal weight is 110 lbs but I don't think I'll ever be that weight ever again. I think right now I just want to make sure I still fit in my wedding dress. Anyway, I'm just taking a break this week because I'll be house sitting this weekend. I'll be back at the gym next week.

One Hundred Forty Eighth Entry

Wednesday, July 15th 2026

I've been playing a game called Moonlight Peaks. It's kind of like a gothic Animal Crossing. You play as a vampire and you farm and fish and stuff. You can also romance the other characters too. It's really fun. That's pretty much all I've been doing today, playing Moonlight Peaks and doing some Art Fight as well. Didn't do Weeb Walks because my my parents were at dinner for their anniversary. Tomorrow I go to the house I'm house sitting so I'll probably be spending the day packing for the weekend. Anyway, that's all I did today.

One Hundred Forty Ninth Entry

Thursday, July 16th 2026

I'm at the house I'm gonna be house sitting. I'm also watching his dog too. She's super sweet but really attached to her owner. His mom will also be visiting sometimes because she loves the dog a lot. I got her phone number and she'll call me before she comes over so she doesn't surprise me. He's also letting my boyfriend come over tomorrow too. He has a pool so we'll probably just swim and watch TV because I'm not supposed to go anywhere lol. Anyway, all I did today was sleep and pack my stuff. Nothing too exciting.

One Hundred Fiftieth Entry

Friday, July 17th 2026

I'm officially house sitting today. The dog I'm taking care of is really chill. She just lays around and I just have to feed her and make sure she goes outside to go to the bathroom. The house owner's mom comes by to brush the dog too. My boyfriend came over and we swam in the pool. I took a nap as well. That's pretty much been my day. I always love house sitting and pet sitting. I get to chill out and do nothing and not feel bad about it because I'm technically working. I wish I could do this and make a decent living. I don't know, maybe I'll look into it.

One Hundred Fifty First Entry

Saturday, July 18th 2026

Still house sitting and watching the dog. My boyfriend came over again today too. We swam in the pool for a little bit and then watched some TV. I'm signing up for this app called Rover, it's for pet sitting and dog walking. I've tried doing a regular job and it's just not for me. Looking after pets though is something I'm good at I think. I have a lot of experience with it. I tried doing something similar years ago but it wasn't consistent, but that was for a different app. I want to try it again with Rover. Anyway, that's all I've done today.

One Hundred Fifty Second Entry

Sunday, July 19th 2026

Today was my last day of house sitting. I got paid $150 which was more than what we agreed to so that was sweet. Still working on my Rover profile but they're taking forever to verify my phone number. They won't seem to text the code to verify my number. I'll try again later. I'm back home now. My boyfriend gave me his copy of Cyberpunk 2077 for the PS4 because he plays it on his PC. So yeah I've been playing that on my PS5 while he watched. It's pretty fun. Oh yeah, I got attacked on Art Fight again. I love seeing people draw my original characters. It's also fun drawing other people's original characters. But yeah, that's all I did today.

One Hundred Fifty Third Entry

Monday, July 20th 2026

Today was a chill day. I did my driving lesson and then me and my boyfriend went to the game shop. After that I played some more Cyberpunk 2077. I really like the game so far, it's pretty fun. Now I'm writing this. Can't believe I've written over 150 of these entries. Oh, I also finally got my phone number verified on Rover. Now I just need some of my clients' reviews on me and then get a background check done on me which will cost like $50 so I'll need to save up for that. But other than that I'll be all set. Hopefully this goes over well. Because I seriously can't do a normal 9 to 5 job. Those kinds of jobs really burn me out.

One Hundred Fifty Fourth Entry

Tuesday, July 21st 2026

Didn't do much today besides play Cyberpunk 2077. I haven't done much art fight either, I should get back on that. But I went back to the gym today and I just did cardio on the treadmill. I worked up a sweat because I did it for at least 30 minutes. But yeah, that's all I did today. I'm going to go back to playing Cyberpunk 2077 after I'm done with this. My boyfriend's karate tournament is coming up too. He's going to be fighting on Friday. I'm going to be there to support him. However the tournament ends, whether he wins or loses, I'll still be proud of him.

One Hundred Fifty Fifth Entry

Wednesday, July 22nd 2026

Didn't do much today, just played Cyberpunk 2077 and napped. Then I went on the Weeb Walk later. Still gotta do more Art Fight but I did like eighteen attacks and now I'm all out of creativity lol. I have a week of Art Fight left, but I'm wondering if I'm done with Art Fight this year. I'll try to do one or two more attacks, but all I want to do is play Cyberpunk 2077. It's so fun, I love to customize characters so I'm mostly playing it for that haha. But yeah, that was my day today.

One Hundred Fifty Sixth Entry

Thursday, July 23rd 2026

Today my boyfriend came by to give me his extra gameboy. I'm going to be playing with that one until I get my own. He also wanted me to try on the wedding ring to see if it fit, and it did. Perfectly actually. Which is sorta funny, I thought there might have to be some adjustments made but nope. That kinda makes me happy, like it's a sign that I'm marrying the right one. The ring he's giving me was his late great grandmother's I think. So I guess me and her had the same size fingers lol. Anyway, didn't do much else besides go to the gym. I started just doing my whole workout on the treadmill. I actually work up a sweat when I do that.

One Hundred Fifty Seventh Entry

Friday, July 24th 2026

Today was my boyfriend's karate tournament. He fought against two guys, but he didn't win either fight. It's alright though, I'm still proud of him. His right eye is bruised and the bridge of his nose is slightly swollen, but other than that he's okay. He said he probably won't be fighting in a tournament again just because the whole process of signing up was a pain. He still did good though. Now I'm back home writing this. That's pretty much all I did today. Tomorrow my boyfriend is going to Florida for a family thing and he'll be gone for a week. But once he's back he's going to propose hehe.

One Hundred Fifty Eighth Entry

Satuday, July 25th 2026

It was a very lazy day today. I just played Cyberpunk 2077 and napped. Me and my parents watched The Devil Wears Prada 2. It was pretty good. Not as good as the first one though. I don't have much else to talk about. It wasn't a very eventful day. I don't think I'm going to do anymore art fight this year. I'm out of creativity lol. It's almost like doing inktober, just been drawing the whole month. I got some more attacks on my characters though. A lot of people attacked one particular character, I guess that one had the best character design lol. Anyway, that's about it for this entry.

One Hundred Fifty Ninth Entry

Sunday, July 26th 2026

So I guess I'm a gamer girl now lol. Been consistently playing Cyberpunk 2077 ever since I got it from my boyfriend. Also been playing on my Gameboy that my boyfriend also gave me. I think my mom is worried about me though. I don't usually play games this much so she's kinda like "Are you okay?" Lol I've been hyperfixated on a game before though. Like Final Fantasy 7 Remake and Castlevania Lords of Shadow games and Legend of Zelda Breath of the Wild and other games too. Anyway she doesn't have to worry. Things are going alright. But yeah all I did today was play games and nap.

One Hundred Sixtieth Entry

Monday, July 27th 2026

I didn't do much today besides my driving lesson. I also went out for ramen with my mom and we found a Halloween store that's open all year round. It's closed on Mondays though, so we're going to visit it another time. There used to be another Halloween store that was open all year round near my house called The Black Cat. They closed down during Covid though and I was really sad about it. But now that I found this other store I'm happy again. But yeah I mostly napped today. After I write this I'm going to play more Cyberpunk 2077.

One Hundred Sixty First Entry

Tuesday, July 28th 2026

Today I was pretty lazy. Didn't go to the gym because my mom had therapy so we skipped it for today. Today was same old same old, played Cyberpunk 2077 and napped. That's pretty much all I did today. July is ending soon, and on August 5th I'll be officially engaged to my boyfriend. Then on August 15th - 16th I'll be vending at a convention. Then on August 29th it'll be my boyfriend's birthday so I'll have to do something for that. Maybe we'll just swim in the pool that he has at his apartment. Anyway, that'll be my plans for August.

One Hundred Sixty Second Entry

Wednesday, July 29th 2026

Today was another lazy day for me. Me and my mom didn't go to the Weeb Walk today either. It's really hot where I am even at night. I finished Cyberpunk 2077 today too. I think I got one of the good endings though. Got Johnny Silverhand out of my head and then did one last job where I ended up in space lol. I'm going to keep playing though. Do some more jobs and stuff. Maybe try and get a different ending. I may make a different character, a male this time and maybe take the nomad route. Anyway, all I did was nap and play Cyberpunk.

One Hundred Sixty Third Entry

Thursday, July 30th 2026

I didn't do much today again. Didn't end up going to the gym either. I didn't sleep much last night, not sure why. I just had so much energy for some reason. Anyway, I watched the new Avatar the Last Airbender movie. It was really good. I really liked the story and the animation. Seeing these characters from my childhood all grown up was really cool. I still need to finish the Legend of Korra. I don't know, it's just not the same as Avatar. But yeah, I really liked the movie. Probably going to watch it again some other time. That was pretty much my day.

One Hundred Sixty Fourth Entry

Friday, July 31st 2026

Today was pretty chill. Just mostly napped. Then my mom and I watched a movie. We're going to have a sorta girls day tomorrow. We're going to go to that Halloween store and a bridal store that's next to it, then we're going to thrift stores to collect some tea cups because my bridal shower is going to be a tea party. And then we're going to get pedicures last. It's going to be fun. My proposal is going to be soon too. I'm excited for that. I have to act surprised though. Even though me and my boyfriend planned it out lol. But yeah, that was my day.

One Hundred Sixty Fifth Entry

Saturday, August 1st 2026

Today I went out with my mom for a sorta girl's day. First we went out to eat, then we went to that Halloween store that's open all year round. We actually found a little tea set there and it was only $20. We were supposed to go to the bridal store that's next to it but it was by appointment only so we couldn't go in. So we went to the thrift store for tea cups for my bridal shower. We found a few there and then we went to the mall so we could go to Victoria's Secret to find some kind of shape wear to go under my wedding dress. They didn't have much but I got a new panty and bra set anyway. Then we got pedicures. I got pink for my nail polish hehe. Then we went home. It was a good day today.

One Hundred Sixty Sixth Entry

Sunday, August 2nd 2026

Today my boyfriend came home from vacation. I met him at the airport because he needed a ride home. He came back with us and he slept over because he was very tired from the flight. Before that my friend came over to talk about the proposal. She's taking the pictures. She's also my maid of honor so I talked to her about my tea party bridal shower idea. She added onto it by making it Alice in Wonderland themed. I also talked to her about my engagement photos. Besides that I didn't do much. That was pretty much my day.

One Hundred Sixty Seventh Entry

Monday, August 3rd 2026

Today I was supposed to have a driving lesson but it was postponed. But me and my mom went to the gym today. We tried on my wedding dress and it was a little tight so we're going to the gym again. We've got time. So yeah, I'll be engaged to my boyfriend on Wednesday. We're going to the place we first met, an arcade bar called Player One. They have this thing called Weeb Wednesday and I was vending for that when his friend asked me to follow him and he took me to my now boyfriend. He was too nervous to come up to me haha. He asked for my number and I gave it to him. We were friends for a year until I was in the hospital because of an infection in my leg and he kept visiting me. Once I was more healed we went on a date and the rest is history.

One Hundred Sixty Eighth Entry

Tuesday, August 4th 2026

I didn't do much today. But I did watch the movie Obsession last night. It was pretty scary but it was really good too. I like horror movies sometimes, some of them are too scary for me though. I was afraid I'd have nightmares from some scenes in the movie lol. Anyway all I did today was have therapy. The rest of the time I napped. Haven't played Cyberpunk 2077 in a little bit, maybe I'll play some more after I write this. But yeah, a pretty lazy day for me. But tomorrow I become engaged so I'm still excited for that.

One Hundred Sixty Ninth Entry

Wednesday, August 5th 2026

I'm officially engaged now. He proposed with a ring pop like Deadpool does in the movie. Then he gave me the actual ring lol. We took lots of pictures and played some games and had some drinks. It was really fun. My mom live streamed it so my dad could see it. He's out of town right now. My fiance brought some of his friends too. Here's the ring if you want to look at it. But yeah. Now I have to publish my wedding website.

One Hundred Seventieth Entry

Thursday, August 6th 2026

I was very sleepy today. I fell asleep on the couch actually. No reason really, just felt like it. Been wearing my engagement ring all day. It turns out it is a little loose so we will have to get it resized but it's okay. But yeah all I did today was nap. I'm hoping to go to another thrift store with my mom to get more tea cups for my bridal shower on Saturday. But it depends how my mom feels that day. Maybe my fiance will take me if my mom isn't up to it. Anyway, that's pretty much all I have to say for this entry.

One Hundred Seventy First Entry

Friday, August 7th 2026

Today was a boring day mostly. Didn't do much. My fiance came over and we just napped together. Don't think he can take me to a thrift store tomorrow because he has other things to do. So maybe I'll just have my mom drop me off there if she's not up for it. Because I want to do something this weekend. I haven't done much this week besides the engagement so I just want to go out Saturday. But yeah, that's all I did today. Just napped with my fiance. Very short entry today lol.

One Hundred Seventy Second Entry

Saturday, August 8th 2026

Today I managed to convince my mom to go to the thrift store with me and we got a bunch more tea cups for my bridal shower. This thrift store had a lot more tea cups to choose from than the last one. But they were a little more expensive too. That's all I did today though. Tomorrow I'm going to lunch with my fiance at a hibachi restaurant as like an early birthday celebration for him. So that'll be the rest of my plans for the weekend. Then on Monday I have my last driving lesson, so after that I'll have to schedule my driving test. I'm super nervous for my driving test though. My last driving test I failed and I don't want to fail again. But I'll cross that bridge when I get there.

One Hundred Seventy Third Entry

Sunday, August 9th 2026

Today I went to lunch with my fiance for his early birthday. We went to a hibachi restaurant that he's been going to for 15 years apparently. We ate and then we went back to my house. We've been watching X-men 97 recently. It's actually pretty good. I also made a new game in Cyberpunk 2077 but with a male V as a nomad this time. That's all I've done today pretty much. Tomorrow I have another driving lesson. Pretty sure it's my last one too. Then I have a convention I'm vending at this coming weekend.

One Hundred Seventy Fourth Entry

Monday, August 10th 2026

Today I had another driving lesson and she explained to me that if I take the driving test with them that they can sort of defend me if the driving instructor grades me unjustly. So I think I'm going to do that because I felt the last time I took the driving test they failed me unjustly. I drove through an inactive school zone normally but the guy docked me for that. But anyway, that's all I did today. I also finished X-Men 97. The third season is coming out in 2027 so I guess I'll have to wait for that. Also yesterday someone commented on my blog saying no one cares. I'm not really writing these hoping someone will read them. In fact I know most people don't read my blogs which is fine. But this person clearly cared enough to comment something rude so I wasn't that offended really. It was sorta funny actually lol.

One Hundred Seventy Fifth Entry

Tuesday, August 11th 2026

Didn't do much today. Just mostly napped. I'm just waiting until the convention this weekend. I hope I make enough money to pay off the table. The table was $265 so I'll have to make more than that to cover it. I'll be cosplaying Medusa from Soul Eater and Reo from Blue Lock at the convention. I'm also vending at a convention that's out of town in September too. It's not out of state but it's still a long drive from where I am. I should try and make new products for it. Maybe I'll make X-Men 97 products just to expand my collection.

One Hundred Seventy Sixth Entry

Wednesday, August 12th 2026

Today my dad came home from being out of town for work. We watched a movie together once he was settled. Before that I didn't do much. Just mostly napped. I don't have much else to say about today. Just waiting for the convention to come up this weekend. I have to get things ready tomorrow because we set up on Friday. It gets challenging sometimes to write a blog entry everyday because my life isn't very exciting lol. But yeah, that's pretty much it for this entry.

One Hundred Seventy Seventh Entry

Thursday, August 13th 2026

Didn't do much today either. Just got things ready for the convention this weekend. Then I napped. My fiance came over for a little bit to get his ear buds he left at my house. He didn't stay for too long. He'll be at the convention though. He usually comes to my conventions to support me. That's why I love him so much. No other guy I've been with has ever cared as much as he does. I can't wait to marry him. Anyway, that's it for this entry.

One Hundred Seventy Eighth Entry

Friday, August 14th 2026

Today I got to set up for the convention tomorrow. It was strange though, when we got there to get our badges I wasn't on their artist alley list even though I specifically bought an artist alley table. I showed them my ticket and they gave me a vendor booth instead. It's alright though, I got a table either way so that's all that matters. So me and my mom set up the booth and then we left. Now we just wait for tomorrow. Besides that I didn't do much today as per usual lol.

One Hundred Seventy Ninth Entry

Saturday, August 15th 2026

Today was the first day of the convention. We did pretty good. We made $137 today. We thought we weren't going to make it at first but then one of the voice actors came by and bought like $65 worth of stuff. It was a big sale. I also didn't expect a voice actor to shop around the convention. He didn't say much though. Just picked out the stuff he wanted and then paid for them and left. So yeah it was a good day. Now we just need to make a little more than $100 tomorrow. Hopefully we make back the table.

One Hundred Eightieth Entry

Sunday, August 16th 2026

Today we didn't make as much as yesterday so we didn't make the table back. We only made $52.52. Unfortunately no other voice actors came by to buy $65 worth of stuff again lol. So we made a total of $189.52 for both days. I hope the next convention goes better. But I still had fun, even if we didn't make a profit. It was a smaller convention and their first one so it makes sense that there weren't a whole lot of people there. They also had panels going on the whole day so people didn't really have time to look around the exhibitor hall and shop. But I still enjoyed myself either way.

One Hundred Eighty First Entry

Monday, August 17th 2026

Today I was supposed to do my last driving lesson but my instructor moved it to tomorrow. So all I did was sleep. But my dad told me when his job allows him to get a secretary he's going to hire me. So that'll be good. I still want to do the petsitting as well but I still need to get peoples' reviews on me. But I'm glad I finally have a lead for a job. It's been really hard to find a job now a days. And hopefully I'll have my driver's license soon too. It seems like things are finally coming together for once. But yeah, that's all I did today.

One Hundred Eighty Second Entry

Tuesday, August 18th

Today was my last driving lesson. Now I just need to schedule my driving test. I hope I pass it, because I really need my license. My driving instructor says I'm doing pretty good, so I have a little confidence that I'll pass the driving test. Anyway, that's all I did today. This weekend me and my fiance are going to the bookstore to read comic books and then we're going to see the new Spider Man movie. Then next month me and my mom are going to a convention out of town. She said I can drive part of the way there too.

One Hundred Eighty Third Entry

Wednesday, August 19th 2026

I'm a bit nervous today. I contacted a law office about maybe getting social security because of my ADHD, anxiety, depression, and OCD a while ago and now they'v scheduled a hearing with a judge. Problem is they didn't tell me when it is and I'm hoping it's not on a day where I'm doing a convention or something. Me and my mom will have to figure out when it is. But yeah besides that I went to Weeb Walks for the first time in a while. We went to get boba after so that was cool. Other than that I didn't do much today. Same as always.

One Hundred Eighty Fourth Entry

Thursday, August 20th 2026

Today was another lazy day. I did find out when my hearing is with the judge about getting social security and what not. It's on November 5th as a phone call. So that's good news, it's not on any important dates so I'm not worried anymore. Anyway, all I did today was sleep. My mom mentioned yesterday about working at goodwill, which is a thrift store. But I don't know if that kind of job is for me. It sort of upset me because she knows how hard it is for me to work a normal job. I get stressed out easily and it's hard for me to regulate my emotions. I really want a remote job that I can work from home. I also want a job that pays well. I just don't like talking about jobs that much. It's a sore subject for me.

One Hundred Eighty Fifth Entry

Sunday, August 23rd 2026

Sorry this entry is so late, the other night I was sick and I threw up so I forgot to update my blog. And yesterday me and my fiance went to the bookstore to look at comic books, specifically we were looking for the new Gambit: Wanted comics. They didn't have them there. Then we had lunch and then we went to see the new Spiderman movie. It was really good. But that also means I forgot to update my blog again so that's why I'm updating it now lol. Anyway, that's what I've been doing this weekend.

One Hundred Eighty Sixth Entry

Monday, August 24th 2026

Today my mom got us a small treadmill for the house. It's just the flat part of the treadmill, it doesn't have any handles or anything. I'm going to use it tomorrow while I watch a movie in the living room. I set it up today, which was pretty easy to do since it was already all built and stuff. Just have to plug it in. Anyway, that's all I did today. My parents and I are going to take my fiance to dinner for his birthday this Saturday. That's pretty much all I have to say for this entry.

One Hundred Eighty Seventh Entry

Tuesday, August 25th 2026

Today I went back to the orthodontist so they can give me my new aligners. These ones I only wear at night. They also scanned my teeth so they can make more aligners for me. That's pretty much all I did today. I didn't end up using the new treadmill today. Maybe tomorrow I will. I've been really tired these days. Not sure why. Maybe it's my new medication. Not sure of what else I should say in this entry now lol. My life is very boring usually.

One Hundred Eighty Eighth Entry

Wednesday, August 26th 2026

Today I didn't do much again. I've been so tired for some reason. I didn't try the treadmill yet again. I just have zero energy these days. Hopefully I'll be more awake tomorrow. I bought my fiance his birthday present. He's been wanting these specific headphones for his PC for a while now so I got them for him. My mom also bought him a new desk too. We also found this tiger painting from the thrift store so we're going to give that to him too. Tigers are his favorite animal. Anyway, that's all for this entry.

One Hundred Eighty Ninth Entry

Thursday, August 27th 2026

Today I didn't do much again. But I just got off of a Facetime call with my friend. He's like my only friend basically lol. I did have other friends but that's a long and awful story that I won't get into right now. Anyway, he called me and my mom and we talked over Facetime, so that was nice. I met him in high school when we were around 16 or 17. He's been having a hard time lately so I like when I hear from him once in a while. He said he'd be in town by the end of next month so I'll get to see him in person again. I can't wait until that happens.

One Hundred Ninetieth Entry

Sunday, August 30th 2026

Sorry this is another late entry. The other night I was feeling nauseous again. We found out that one of my medications makes me feel sick so I stopped taking it. Anyway, it was my fiance's birthday yesterday. Me and my parents and him went to dinner and we got him a German chocolate cake (he specifically requested German chocolate cake). He slept over then me and him went to his parent's house for dinner today. That's pretty much all I've done this weekend. I'll try to go back to writing my blog everyday, but I usually don't do much most days. I'm also thinking of maybe working at Goodwill. It's only $12.00 and hour which isn't much but I don't know where else to find a job.

One Hundred Ninety First Entry

Monday, August 31st 2026

Today I've been cleaning a lot. My fiance is moving in soon so I have to clean my rooms. Also my fiance is going to build me a gaming PC from his old parts. He just upgraded his PC so he's going to give me his old PC essentially. He's going to build it this Friday. Maybe once my PC is built I can start my Youtube career. I've always wanted to be a Youtuber. Anyway, that's been my day. I'm excited to get an actual gaming PC though.

One Hundred Ninety Second Entry

Tuesday, September 1st 2026

I did more cleaning today. I cleaned a lot of the game room, now I just need to finish cleaning the bedroom. That's pretty much all I'v done today, sleep and clean lol. I'm still so excited to finally have a gaming PC. My fiance is also going to move some of his things into our house, like his rug and some posters and stuff. I'm also excited for the convention I'm vending at that's out of town too. I hope to make a lot of money there. I have to figure out who I'll cosplay for that one still. Anyway, that's it for this entry.

One Hundred Ninety Third Entry

Wednesday, September 2nd 2026

Today I was extremely tired. I didn't get up until like 2 PM lol. So I didn't really clean today. So yeah, nothing exciting happened today, I just slept in. I was thinking of applying for a job at Goodwill but they only pay $12 an hour which isn't a lot. And I might have to deal with people which I'm not good at. I'm honestly not sure if I should or not because I don't really want that to be my career ya know? I really want to pet sit for people but I still need to get reviews from my clients that I've pet sat before.

One Hundred Ninety Fourth Entry

Thursday, September 3rd 2026

Today I finished cleaning my rooms mostly. My fiance comes over tomorrow to put together my gaming PC while I put together his new desk. It's going to be fun. After I write this I'm going to clean some more of the gaming room. Oh, I was watching the new horror movie Buddy on Youtube last night because someone filmed it in the movie theatre but then Youtube took it down while I was in the middle of watching it lol. So I've seen most of the movie but the ending. Guess I'll just have to wait till it's streaming.

One Hundred Ninety Fifth Entry

Saturday, September 5th 2026

Yesterday my fiance stayed the night and worked on my gaming PC a little bit but realized he forgot some parts lol. I started on building his desk but didn't finish it because it was so late already. Today we went to his place to get the parts we needed and then I finished his desk. He finished my PC and made sure it works and it does. The only problem was the monitor he had was too old so it wouldn't work with the PC. Luckily my mom has a newer one for her work that I'm borrowing until I can get a new monitor. So I now have a gaming PC and my fiance has a new desk hehe. It all worked out in the end.

One Hundred Ninety Sixth Entry

Sunday, September 6th 2026

Yesterday our new dresser came in and today I started building it with my fiance. We got the basic structure built now we just need to build the drawers. We're saving that for tomorrow though. Me and him went to visit some of his friends to play games at a video game lounge but it was already closed so we just stood outside and talked for a little while. I still had a good time, I got boba so it wasn't exactly a wasted trip. Now we're back home and I'm writing this. Might build some more of the dresser after this just because I feel like it lol. Or maybe play some games. Not sure yet.

One Hundred Ninety Seventh Entry

Monday, September 7th 2026

My fiance finished working on the dresser while I was asleep this morning, so now I just have to sort my clothes and put them in the drawers. I still have so much clothes even after downsizing quite a bit lol. I'll figure it out though. We were going to hang out with his friends today since the gaming lounge was closed yesterday but my fiance had been running around all day today so he rescheduled it for next Saturday. So I didn't do much today except sort my clothes and cleaned my fish tank. It's been a mostly relaxing day.

One Hundred Ninety Eighth Entry

Tuesday, September 8th 2026

I'm kind of worried about being able to do therapy anymore. My therapy won't take my new insurance and it's too expensive to pay out of pocket. So I'm not quite certain of what to do now. I really like my therapist too. Besides that I had a very lazy day today. I just napped and sorted out my clothes. Today is actually my friend's birthday, so I sent him a text telling him happy birthday. I haven't gotten a response yet so he must be busy celebrating probably. Anyway, not much else to talk about.

One Hundred Ninety Ninth Entry

Thursday, September 10th 2026

Been playing with my PC everyday now. I'm actually on a voice call with my fiance and his sister while they play games and I update this blog entry lol. I also bought my new monitor so I can give my mom's monitor back to her. It should be here Saturday. I'm going to miss my mom's monitor though. It's really big and nice. I got a smaller monitor because I don't have that much space on my desk. But yeah, didn't do much today. My sleep schedule is all screwed up right now. Been staying up all night and sleeping all day. Hopefully I'll sleep tonight though.

Two Hundredth Entry

Saturday, September 12th 2026

Me, my fiance, and my mom went to a Dolly Parton party to celebrate her life last night. Me and my mom went as Dolly Parton, we were very pink and sparkly lol. My fiance just had a cowboy hat on. We had a lot of fun at the party. We also may have found a photographer for my wedding while we were there. There's a photographer who always takes pictures at the bar we go to and he also does weddings. Today my new monitor came in. It works fine the only problem is when it's in gaming mode the picture is too big, but when it's on desktop mode it's fine. I'll have my fiance take a look at it next time he's over.

Two Hundred First Entry

Sunday, September 13th 2026

I decided to start a routine everyday. I bought a daily planner to help me plan out my day too. It gets here tomorrow so that's when I'll start my new routine. It consists of my morning routine where I wake up, feed my pets, shower, eat breakfast and take my medication etc. Then my afternoon routine where I exercise a little bit and clean. And finally my evening routine where I eat dinner, update my blog, take a bath, and then go to sleep. So yeah, hopefully I can keep up my routine for a while. Also my fiance brought over his TV from his apartment and now we can watch TV in our room. Also the convention I'm vending at that's out of town happens this weekend. Hopefully we make a lot of money there.

Two Hundred Second Entry

Monday, September 14th 2026

Today was a lazy day. I was going to start my new routine today but my daily planner didn't come in yet. Now it's saying it'll be here tomorrow so hopefully I can start my routine then. I know I could've started my routine anyway but I didn't have any energy today. I also may need a new therapist because my current one doesn't seem to take my new insurance. The whole thing is kind of stressing me out. I really like my therapist. But there's not much I can do about it. But yeah, I didn't do much today. Oh, I applied for a job the other night. It's for a library aide. It pays around $14 - $19 an hour. I really hope to get the job, because if I don't, I won't know what else to do.

Two Hundred Third Entry

Tuesday, September 15th 2026

Finally got my daily planner today so I'm going to start my routine tomorrow. I have to pack for my trip to the convention that's out of town tomorrow too. I didn't do much today though, was mostly waiting for my daily planner to get here. A pin I pre ordered months ago was delivered too, but our mailboxes are broken so it must be at the post office for now. I'll have to wait until tomorrow to get it I guess. It's a Zanka pin, that I've been anticipating for a while now. Also, my dad and my fiance are going to hang out together while me and my mom are out of town for the convention. My fiance is excited about it, I'm glad they're going to bond for a little bit. It makes me happy that my dad actually likes my fiance. He's never really liked any of my exes lol.

Two Hundred Fourth Entry

Wednesday, September 16th 2026

Didn't do much today except pack for tomorrow. I didn't sleep much last night, I don't know what's going on with my body lately. I'm just not tired at night for some reason. I'll try to fix my sleep schedule during the weekend. My fiance is going to stay at the house while me and my mom are away so he can feed the animals. My dad doesn't have time to feed the animals as he has work. Anyway, there's not much else to say in this entry lol. My days are very boring usually. I'll have more to write tomorrow though.

Two Hundred Fifth Entry

Friday, September 18th 2026

We're finally in our hotel room. It was around a seven hour drive and we had a hell of a time trying to find our hotel room. My mom's back was hurting too, we think it might be a pinched nerve. So we're going to spend most of the day recovering and trying to heal my mom's back and then set up our booth later. Luckily the convention is really close to our hotel, it's like a three minute drive. I was too exhausted to update my blog last night so I'm updating it now lol. I hope my mom's back gets better because I wouldn't want her to be in pain the whole time we're vending at the convention.

Two Hundred Sixth Entry

Saturday, September 19th 2026

Today we made a lot of money. We almost made our table back which was $282. We made $242 so we just need $40 to make the table back and we still have tomorrow. These shoppers are definitely more money spenders than the shoppers where I'm from. My Blue Lock and Gachiakuta items were a huge hit too. A lot of people liked my cosplay as well. Overall it was a very good day. I hope I can travel to other conventions more often if they're going to be like this. I wonder how much we'll make tomorrow.

Two Hundred Seventh Entry

Sunday, September 20th 2026

Today we did really good again. We made $291 so in total for both days we made $533. So we made back the table and the hotel room. This is the most money I've ever made at a convention and I'm super happy about that. We're definitely going to travel to out of town conventions more if they're all like this. These women bought around $100 worth of my Kpop Demon Hunters stuff, it was really cool. People liked my cosplay today too. Me and my mom celebrated by getting some pizza. This weekend was really good, I'm glad me and my mom drove out here. Now we have a long drive back home tomorrow.

Two Hundred Eighth Entry

Monday, September 21st 2026

Me and my mom are back home. It was a long drive but we made it back. I kinda already miss where we were at to be honest. I made good sales at this place and I feel like I won't make good sales back home. The people at home spend less. I'm kind of nervous for my next convention, what if I don't do as good as this one? I wish I could travel cor conventions more often now but I'll have to wait until next year. I just want to sell my art as my job but I'm afraid I won't be able to do that. Hopefully my next convention in October does well, I just hope to make the table back at least.

Two Hundred Ninth Entry

Tuesday, September 22nd 2026

Today I mostly slept in because I was exhausted from the whole trip I took with my mom. So I didn't do much. Tomorrow I'll start my routine again and try to keep that up for a while. I still have my drive test on the 29th this month and I'm still nervous about it. But hopefully I do well enough to pass it. My driving instructor that I've been taking driving lessons with will be there too to sort of vouch for me in case the tester grades me unfairly. Then I have a convention in town in October so hopefully that goes well too. And of course there's Halloween too. I'm going to be Morrigan Aensland for Halloween and my fiance is going as spiderman lol. We're doing a Marvel vs Capcom thing this year.

Two Hundred Tenth Entry

Wednesday, September 23rd 2026

Today was another rest day for me. I know I said I'd do my routine today but I was still exhausted from the trip. So I've just been sleeping and buying more merchandise for my vendor booth because we sold out of a few items from the last convention. I also need to find a day to do me and my fiance's engagement photos. But yeah, didn't do much today. I haven't been going to Weeb Walks either just because I've been so busy. Maybe next week I'll go though. I don't know what else to write in this entry lol.

Two Hundred Eleventh Entry

Thursday, September 24th 2026

I started writing my own song last night. It's about feeling not good enough at life or in general. I've always kind of felt that way, so I just wrote down that feeling as a song. It's going to be called "Massive Loser" and I'm trying to figure out how to record the song while not being in a studio lol. I found a free beat I can use and just kind of went from there. My friend makes music himself, his artist name is ETYON and he's really good, if anyone is reading these you should check him out. I decided my artist name will be MIKI. Sort of a nickname me and my fiance came up with. I don't know if I'll ever post the song anywhere but if I do I'll let ya'll know.

Two Hundred Twelfth Entry

Saturday, September 26th 2026

I've been having some trouble writing my song lately. I have lyrics and a beat but I'm not sure if they sound good together. Like I don't know how my lyrics should be sung if that makes any sense. Anyway, I slept over at my fiance's apartment last night and I'm going to be honest with you, we were doing edibles so I was high as fuck lmao that's why I didn't update my blog. It would've been an interesting entry if I updated it while high though lol. When I'm high I can barely do anything, I just lay in bed and laugh at everything. When my fiance moves into our house though we won't be able to do that for a while because my dad hates all drugs. Once we inherit the house though it's fair game.