Old Blog Posts (from my spacehey)
First Entry
Wedensday, February 18th
Hello, I wanted a myspace because I've never had one before but since it's not the same anymore I decided to go with this site :) I'm really shy so I'll be lurking mostly but here is my first blog entry. I won't be doing these too often but yeah. Here's me though: I'm 25 years old, live in the US and I love anime and manga. I cosplay and draw and nap lol I'm very boring. Anyways if you want to be friends then cool :> I'm in a relationship so I'm not looking to date obviously, just strictly friends pls!
Second Entry
Thursday, February 19th
Tried to make my own code to make my profile play the song angel by OnlyOneOf (any lyons here?) but it didn't work :( I'm not asking for advice or anything, just blogging about my day. All I did today was nap, attempt to code and failed miserably, and hang out with my boyfriend. I'm a very boring person lol. Anyway, that was my day. Maybe I'll try coding again but it seems very complicated to me, I'm not very smart lol.
EDIT: I FIGURED IT OUT :D angel is my favorite song by OnlyOneOf :3
Third Entry
Friday, February 20th
I was wondering if I should share some of my art on here, but I doubt anyone will see it lol. Which is fine, but I wonder if I should even bother if no one will see it. I mostly draw anime fan art, I have some OCs that I draw too. Idk I'm just yapping at this point because I'm trying to blog everyday if I can. But yeah if anyone sees this and wants to see my art then comment that you want to see lol. Or don't, it doesn't matter too much to me.
EDIT: Alright, I'll share one of my art pieces tomorrow :) It's just a question of which one haha I have many.
Fourth Entry
Saturday, February 21st
Here's a piece I did recently of Dark Magician Girl from Yugioh 
Hopefully this works and you can see it lol putting in images in blogs is very complicated :,)
EDIT: I figured out how to put images on here without having to link it to imgur or something yaaaaaay
EDIT: Aaaaand suddenly the picture won't show up again T-T this is so frustrating omg but I put the imgur link back so yall can see it again ugh
Fifth Entry
Sunday, February 22nd
Today I'm going to be playing Yugioh with my boyfriend :) That's all I have planned today lol. Does anyone here play Yugioh? If you do, what kind of deck do you run? And what's your favorite card? I use a dark magician girl deck, so I have a bunch of spellcasters that support dark magician girl and dark magician. My favorite card is Ash Blossom & Joyous Spring. I have other decks too, like noble knights and crystal beasts. I'm also making a deck with a wolf theme, wolves are my favorite animal :) Anyway, yeah that'll be my day today.
Sixth Entry
Monday, February 23rd
Not much to do today. This will be a very boring blog lol but I promised myself that I'll blog everyday so that's what I'm doing. I'm just watching TV and blogging lol. I'm watching House since I have to wait till Thursday for a new episode of The Pitt. Yesterday I joined an art group on here and opened a forum showing off my art. No comments yet but that's okay, I'm just trying to put myself out there more.
EDIT: Just had two people beg me to commission them and I had to be real firm with them that I will not be commissioning them. I'm an artist so I can just draw whatever I want myself. I'm also broke af too so I couldn't commission them even if I wanted to. It was really irritating tho. Artists, don't beg people to commission you. It's not a good look.
Seventh Entry
Tuesday, Febraury 24th
I had a bad dream about my boyfriend :( We went to this restaurant and the waitress was taking our order when my boyfriend goes "you're so beautiful" and kisses her right in front of me. I was devastated. I woke up feeling so sad. I know he'd never do that to me but it still hurt seeing my fears like that. I'm not one of those girlfriends who gets mad at their boyfriend for cheating in their dream because I know it was just a dream, it still sucked watching that though. Anyways, not much to do today either, same old same old.
Eighth Entry
Wednesday, Febraury 25th
This time I had a better dream :) I dreamt about one of my favorite ships, (not saying which one because I don't want to start a ship war lol) It was nice. This ship is my comfort ship so it definitely made me feel better after the dream I had the previous night. Most nights I don't remember my dreams or the dreams are so strange I can barely understand them. It's nice to finally have a dream about one of my favorite things :) Not much going on today either, I usually don't do anything most days lol
EDIT: I figured out how to customize my blog :D This site is so fun
Ninth Entry
Thursday, February 26th
I've been making a neocities website lately :) It was super hard but I did it finally. You can find it here: My Neocities Website
I worked on it all night and this morning and I think I'm happy with it so far. Tell me what ya'll think about it pls! And if you have any tips I'd appreciate it!
Tenth Entry
Friday, February 27th
I've been slowly editing my neocities site and coding like my life depends on it. I think I'm getting the hang of it so far, maybe I should look into a career in it? I don't think I'm that good at it yet though haha. Plus I'm already preparing to go to school for graphic design so I can try and get a job in that. I just want a job where I can work at home because I can't drive yet (for personal reasons, driving scares me). I also just don't do well in a regular work environment for some reason. Anyways, nothing to do today either, I'll probably just be coding my neocities site until I can't anymore lol.
Eleventh Entry
Saturday, February 28th
I'm a little sad to be quite honest. I don't get much interaction on here. I'm not begging for people to suddenly start interacting with me on here but I just want something to look forward to. Maybe make some friends, but I'm kind of bad at that. I used to have two childhood friends, but we had a falling out and since they were the only friends I had I don't really know how to interact with others. Anyway, just expressing how I feel. Today I'm going to karate with my boyfriend. I used to do taekwondo when I was a kid so I have some knowledge of how to do karate. We go to karate every Saturday. So yeah, that's what I'll be doing.
Twelfth Entry
Sunday, March 1st
I got two new followers on neocities :D Not a lot but I'm glad people are paying attention to my website :) I hope I get more soon, I worked really hard on my website. Also, I noticed I finally lost some weight. I've been getting insecure about my weight ever since I gained a bunch after taking certain medication. But ever since I've been doing karate, my stomach has gotten smaller, so that's good :) I remember when I was younger I could barely get to 100 lbs, and last time I weighed myself I was 140 lbs. Crazy how I gained 40 lbs almost over night. I'm gonna weigh myself now to see if I actually lost weight or if I'm just crazy.
Thirteenth Entry
Monday, March 2nd
I'm really impatient to get more followers on my neocities. I worked so hard on it. I'm hyperfixating on it a lot, it's almost making me depressed. I've been trying everything I can think of to get more followers, like linking other neocities and applying for webrings and such. I need to be more patient, as my neocities is still pretty new. But it has almost 1,000 views and only two people wanted to follow me? Idk, it's just bumming me out because this sort of thing always happens to me. I have something I want to show the world but the world doesn't care. It makes me not want to put myself out there anymore.
Fourteenth Entry
Tuesday, March 3rd
I keep finding things to put in my neocities, like shrines. Basically it's a site dedicated to your favorite character. I made a sakura Miku one, a Kuromi one, and I'm working on a Princess Peach one. I wonder what else I'll put into my neocities website. It seems I have pretty much everything, I even signed up for some webrings and fanlistings too. I still need to put in a calendar, but I haven't been able to figure out how to do that yet. I will eventually though. Anyways, that's what I've been doing today so far.
Fifteenth Entry
Wednesday, March 4th
I don't have much to say to be honest. Just been updating my neocities website. I did get a new follower on neocities though :) That made me happy. But that's pretty much it. This will be another boring entry I'm afraid. I won't be doing anything today except update my neocities some more. I'm like a platypus, I don't do much lol. I know not many people read my blog but to those who do, thank you. I know I'm not an interesting person, but I'm grateful to anyone who bother to listen to what I have to say :)
Sixteenth Entry
Thursday, March 5th
I got my aligners in today. I've had aligners before from smile direct but they really hurt. These ones are from an actual orthodontist and they feel much better. Anyway, that was the start of my day. The rest of the day is more nothing. Although today a new episode of The Pitt comes out so that's exciting. Other than that, I have nothing more to do today, as per usual. My life is very boring lol.
Seventeenth Entry
Friday, March 6th
Today I'm going to be making a neocities website for my boyfriend :) I'm really excited for it. His theme is going to be sort of space cyberpunk. I can't wait to put my coding skills to work and see what I can really do. I hope that he likes what I come up with. I've mad a google doc of a bunch of links that I'll be using for his site, like background, favicon, cursor, etc. That's what I'll be doing today.
Eighteenth Entry
Saturday, March 7th
Today we're getting our floors redone. We're replacing all of the carpet in the rooms with hard wood flooring. It'll take a week to get done. We had to pack all the stuff that was on top of furniture into bins and boxes so it's easier for the workers to move the furniture around. So that's what's happening today, that and karate since it's Saturday. I still appreciate to those who read my blogs, since I usually don't have much to say lol.
EDIT: Apparently we don't have to go to karate today because my boyfriend wants to stay incase anyone needs help with the flooring.
Nineteenth Entry
Sunday, March 8th
I made a neocities website for my OC because I wanted to make more websites. I might make another one for my other OCs too, but idk if I can manage more than two websites at a time. We'll have to see. Anyway, the floor people are still working on the floors of our house. They're now working on my room. Not much to say for this blog entry, as usual. But again, I promised to make a blog entry everyday.
Twentieth Entry
Monday, March 9th
I've been trying to gain more followers for Neocities but it's rather difficult. I only have seven followers right now and one of them is my OC website so that probably doesn't count. I got some good advice from someone though, they basically said to follow sites and generally they'll follow you back and to also engage with their content. So that's what I'll be doing, following sites and engaging with them.
Twenty First Entry
Tuesday, March 10th
Our new floors are finally finished. They said it's take a week to get it done but it only took them three days. They did really well, I'm impressed. I couldn't do that, that's for sure. One of my cats was upset though. We put the cats in the laundry room so they wouldn't be in the way and she managed to squeeze herself behind the washer lol. She wouldn't come out because she was so mad at us for leaving her in the laundry room. Eventually we got her out though. Anyway, nothing to do today, as per usual.
Twenty Second Entry
Wednesday, March 11th
I don't have much to say for today except I'm going to a movie later. I've also been watching Gachiakuta, it's been really good so far. My favorite character is Zanka. I think I'm going to cosplay him at some point. But yeah, not much going on today, again. My life is very boring. Maybe I'll have more to say once I start going to school for graphic design. I've already been to school for 3D animation, but the professors there were kinda ass lol so I stopped doing it. I have an associate's degree in computer science now.
Twenty Third Entry
Thursday, March 12th
I'm getting my tubes taken out April 3rd as I don't want kids. I'm not really nervous about the surgery as I've had surgery before on my leg. Two years ago I was hit by a car while I was walking my dog and I broke my right leg and ankle. I had to get major surgery to fix it, I have a rod and a plate in my leg and ankle now. A year ago I got a bone transplant as my leg wasn't healing and then it got infected so I had to get two more surgeries done to drain the infection and to replace the rod and plate. In total I've had four surgeries on my leg. Just some lore for you lol. Anyway, this surgery isn't going to be a major one, so I think I'll be okay.
Twenty Fourth Entry
Friday, March 13th
Sorry I took so long to write this entry, I've been especially tired today. Once I caught up on sleep, I started drawing new merch for my vendor business that I've had since 2023. They won't be ready for this coming convention this month but they'll be ready for the other ones in the future. I'm currently making Gachiakuta keychains. That's all I've been doing today, sleeping and making merch.
Twenty Fifth Entry
Saturday, March 14th
Usually I have karate today as it's Saturday, but my boyfriend had to do something for his mom and he's my ride so I didn't go today. He's here now though so I'm showing him Gachiakuta. I think he likes it so far. I finished it already so I'm just rewatching it with him. I'm still designing new Gachiakuta merch. I just need to color the keychains and move on to stickers and buttons and maybe some art prints.
Twenty Sixth Entry
Sunday, March 15th
Not doing much today either, but I will be quite busy next weekend as I'm going to be vending at an anime convention called Anime Las Vegas. I'm going to be sharing the booth with someone too. I won't have the Gachiakuta merch ready for this convention but they will be ready for the other ones. I'll have possibly four more conventions to vend at this year. Hopefully I make some money for this upcoming convention, I usually make around $300 if I'm lucky.
Twenty Seventh Entry
Monday, March 16th
I've been drawing and designing Gachiakuta merch all day. I finished my keychains and am now working on stickers and buttons. Gachiakuta is my hyperfixation now lol. I may start reading the manga now until the second season comes out. But yeah, that's why it took me so long to write this, been busy drawing.
Twenty Eighth Entry
Tuesday, March 17th
Today is my dog's birthday, he's nine years old now. He's a husky and his name is Octane. I love him so much, he's such a good boy. He actually practically saved me when I was hit by a car. After getting hit by the car, he ran back home to get my parents. He was also slightly hit by the car as well, but not as bad as I was. He only had a cracked rib I believe. He's the best dog I've ever had. I think I'll take him for a walk later today to celebrate his birthday.
Twenty Nineth Entry
Wednesday, March 18th
I bought an artist alley table for another convention happening on May 30th-31st. It was only $175 too. That's reasonable compared to other ones I've had to pay for. I've been wanting to cosplay Zanka as well but I couldn't get it here in time for the up coming convention happening this weekend so I'll cosplay him for the one in late May. There's a lot of conventions happening this year, I'll be pretty busy.
Thirtieth Entry
Thursday, March 19th
Not much to say today. Went to the chiropractor today. That's pretty much it, besides the fact my boyfriend is here and we're continuing Gachiakuta. I caught up on the manga for Gachiakuta as well. And I bought my Zanka cosplay. But yeah that's all I've got to say.
Thirty First Entry
Friday, March 20th
I've been getting ready for the anime convention tomorrow. I'll be sharing a booth with someone so hopefully I'll have enough room for my stuff. I have my cosplays out and ready too. I'm going to cosplay Raven (Teen Titans) Saturday and Power (Chainsaw Man) Sunday. I'll be pretty busy this weekend so I won't be able to post blogs until the end of the day. Just a warning if anyone's reading this lol. Anyways, that's it for this blog entry.
Thirty Second Entry
Saturday, March 21st
We made $135 today. Two people commissioned me for sketches as well. We mostly sold small things like the keychains, buttons, and stickers. That's usually what Vegas customers buy. The space was $650 in total but I went half and half with someone else so I need to make back $325. Hopefully we make enough tomorrow and hopefully someone buys an art print too. I got a lot of compliments on my cosplay today. I really appreciated it. Someone even gave me a Raven sticker because of my cosplay which was cool. I'm exhausted now, I'm sure I'll get some good sleep tonight.
Thirty Third Entry
Sunday, March 22nd
We did better today than we did yesterday. We made $158 so in total we made $293. We didn't make the table back but we were close, so I'd say it was successful. I also got a Zanka figure and a jacket with Zanka on it. I can't wait til the next convention, which is on May 8-9th. I cosplayed Power today and got lots of compliments again. Two people commissioned me as well and one of them commissioned me twice. Overall it was a really good convention.
Thirty Fourth Entry
Monday, March 23rd
I technically have a job now. I'm officially a business owner, so I'm going to start posting on my Instagram everyday now. I guess I'm going to try to become a content creator now, so that's going to be my job. It's perfect because I get to stay home and work remotely, which was what I wanted to do for work anyway. But it was difficult finding remote jobs or jobs in general because I have severe social anxiety and my only talent is that i can draw lol. It'll take a while to get my business big and popular, but I'm committed to it because this is all I have going for me basically.
Thirty Fifth Entry
Tuesday, March 24th
Haven't done much today, just been drawing and posting, as that's my job now. Been drawing Gachiakuta art prints. Probably going to make more stickers too. But yeah I don't have much more to say on here, Ya'll are pretty much caught up on my life. Sorry it took me so long to post, I fell asleep earlier and was working.
Thirty Sixth Entry
Wednesday, March 25th
Next month is going to be quite busy, I have my mom's birthday on April 3rd, then I'm going to this wedding expo on the 11th to get ideas for my wedding. Then I'll be going to Pirate Fest on the 12th with my boyfriend. Next I'll be having my surgery on the 14th (they changed the date), and then the week after that I'll be going to a convention so I'll have to be careful. I won't be vending at this convention, just going as an attendee. I'll be cosplaying Nami from One Piece and my boyfriend is going to be Sanji. I think that's it for my plans for April, but yeah. I had nothing else to talk about so I talked about this lol.
Thirty Seventh Entry
Thursday, March 26th
I'm a little nervous about my surgery happening on April 14th. I've had bad reactions to anesthesia before, like I've thrown up when I woke up, or I woke up crying, or I just wake up super confused and scared. When I broke my leg after the car accident, they had to use strong anesthesia. For this surgery I don't think they'll use strong anesthesia, as it's not a serious surgery, but it still worries me a little. Hopefully I'll feel well enough to go to the convention as well as I already bought tickets for it. Anyway, those are my thoughts for today.
Thirty Eighth Entry
Friday, March 27th
I don't know what else to talk about so I'm just going to talk about my weekend plans lol. Tomorrow I'm going to karate with my boyfriend as I haven't been there in three weeks. Then Sunday I'm going to have a sort of business meeting with my mom about my vending business. I don't know how that will go as I've never done that before but yeah. Those are my plans for the weekend. Not much else to say, writing a blog everyday is getting rather difficult lol.
Thirty Ninth Entry
Saturday, March 28th
Today was a pretty good day. Went to karate with my boyfriend, then went back home and chilled. We started talking about our future together, and he plans on moving in in November when his lease is up. We're most likely going to inherit the house from my parents as well, so when he saves up enough they're going to move out. I'm pretty excited. He's also going to propose to me on our anniversary which is in August. I've already been planning our wedding lol. But yeah, that was my day.
Fourtieth Entry
Sunday, March 29th
I had my first business meeting for my vending business today. Me and my mom talked about making a Tiktok for my business and posting every week on Sunday. We also talked about making a Twitter too but I honestly don't want to. Twitter is kind of a sucky place, the people on there are awful. So I just made a Tiktok for now. We talked about other stuff too, but I won't bore you with those details. That was pretty much my day.
Forty First Entry
Monday, March 30th
My Zanka cosplay came in today and I tried it on. It pretty much fits fine and I can't wait till I cosplay him. I still need to get his staff and shoes. I don't know if you can tell but Zanka is my favorite character from Gachiakuta lol. I also want to cosplay Amo from Gachiakuta as well. But I was mostly excited for my Zanka cosplay. Not much else to talk about today, so I'll end this entry here.
Forty Second Entry
Tuesday, March 31st
Haven't done much today, just posted on my Instagram and Tiktok. Sometimes I get the strangest comments on my Tiktoks though. Like I can't tell if they're insulting me or not. I just delete them, I don't respond. I don't understand why people have to be so mean sometimes. Why can't we all just get along, ya know? Anyway, sorry this took so long to post. I had a headache most of the day so I've been sleeping it off.
Forty Third Entry
Wednesday, April 1st
I'm worried about my cat, Frankie. This morning she kept breathing hard and then throwing up and when she threw up I think I saw blood in it. I don't have a ride to the vet but she seems okay now. If she gets worse I'll try to have my boyfriend take me to the vet after he gets off work. She is getting pretty old, so I wonder if her time is coming soon. I'll be devastated but if it's her time then I have to let her go. I just hope she stays for a little longer.
Forty Fourth Entry
Thursday, April 2nd
Someone commented on one of my Tiktoks saying it was weird that I was sexualizing a character who maybe 15 or 16. I wasn't, and her age isn't confirmed so I don't know why they were so hung up on it. I just drew the character how she looks in the anime and it's not my fault she's wearing a revealing outfit. Ugh it's just so annoying how people virtue signal about fictional characters. It also always seems like people are coming at me sideways, it gets so old after a while. Sometimes I just want people to leave me alone.
Forty Fifth Entry
Friday, April 3rd
Today I went to my pre op for my surgery. Then me and my mom went to Ikea to get ideas for mine and my boyfriend's rooms. Next week will be pretty busy. I'm going to the wedding expo, then the Pirate Fest, then I'm getting my surgery. The week after I'm going to an anime convention with my boyfriend. I'll be pretty busy this month. Oh, and I'm going to a picnic with my boyfriend's family and I'm also doing Easter dinner with them too. But yeah, that's it for this entry.
Forty Sixth Entry
Saturday, April 4th
Didn't do karate today as my boyfriend's family was having a picnic at a park so I went to that. They had really good food there so I had fun. I was going to dye eggs with them but I was exhausted so my boyfriend took me home. I also don't know if I'll go to their Easter dinner tomorrow as my social battery is completely drained and I need time to recover. But yeah, that was my day today.
Forty Seventh Entry
Sunday, April 5th
I didn't go to Easter dinner with my boyfriend's family because I was so exhausted from yesterday. I don't really celebrate Easter either, I'm not religious or anything. I just hung out and relaxed today. Me and my mom also had another business meeting too because we nearly forgot to lol. Also been drawing a lot today too. That's pretty much all I did today. Happy Easter to everyone who celebrates.
Forty Eighth Entry
Monday, April 6th
Got more weird comments on my Tiktoks again. I feel so targeted sometimes. Like I post the same things other people do, yet it seems like only I'm getting flack for it. I know I shouldn't care, these are dumb strangers hiding behind a keyboard, but it still hurts. I was cancelled on Twitter before, and people said such horrible things to me over something stupid. I feel like I'm getting flashbacks to that time and I'm just not doing good today. I wonder if I should turn off my comments, and I also wonder if I should be doing this. But if I don't post and try to start up my business then I'll have nothing. I can't work a normal job. Sometimes I just feel so useless.
Forty Ninth Entry
Tuesday, April 7th
I've scheduled a cosplay photoshoot in May with my friend who's a photographer. I'm going to cosplay Zanka (obviously). Other than that I've gotten more negative comments on my Tiktoks. I've noticed that the Gachiakuta fandom is kind of toxic. That's mainly the content I've been doing, and again, I know I shouldn't care. But it sucks to constantly hear how much people don't appreciate your art. I wish I could put out other content but Gachiakuta is what I'm hyperfixating on right now. This job is becoming more and more taxing.
Fiftieth Entry
Wednesday, April 8th
I decided to make it so only my friends can comment on my Tiktoks. So people who follow me and I follow them back. My mental health couldn't take much more negative comments. I feel less stressed about it now. Every time I got a notification that I got a comment I'd practically get a panic attack. So yeah, I had to do something about it. Other than that I haven't done much today. Just drew stuff and posted.
Fifty First Entry
Thursday, April 9th
I might be traveling for a convention in September. I don't know yet, as they have yet to send me an acceptance letter, but if I get in then me and my family will be traveling to another city. It's apparently an eight hour drive so we're going to make it a family trip. Haven't done much today except go to the hospital where I'm getting my tubes removed to get some tests done. I didn't post on Tiktok today either as I just didn't feel like it really.
Fifty Second Entry
Friday, April 10th
I went to the dentist this morning for a consult on my impacted tooth. The orthodontist suggested they move the tooth into the correct position, but the surgeon said there would be too many risks in doing that. If they did that, my tooth might fracture. So we decided to extract the tooth instead. Since I'm having a different surgery to get my tubes removed on Tuesday, We're going to schedule my tooth surgery in May at some point. After that I didn't do much. Tomorrow is the wedding expo and then Sunday is the Pirate Fest.
Fifty Third Entry
Saturday, April 11th
Today was the wedding expo. My mom, boyfriend, and I went to it and got a whole bunch of ideas. We're also going to go to open houses for some venues and maybe finally pick a venue to have our wedding at. We also have to pick a photographer and a make up and hair artist. But we don't know the date of our wedding yet, so I guess we have to figure that out first lol. This morning though, we had to take my cat to the groomers because he got poop all over his fur so they bathed him and shaved him because he had really bad matting. Now he looks like a shaved rat lol but he's still adorable.
Fifty Fourth Entry
Sunday, April 12th
Today me and my boyfriend went to Pirate Fest. At first we went to the wrong park because we're kinda dumb like that lol but we eventually made it to the correct location. We just walked around and ate food. Tuesday is my surgery and I'm a little nervous about going under. I've had nausea after waking up from anesthesia, or I would wake up confused. I'm just kinda scared that will happen again. This isn't a major surgery, though, so I don't think they'll be using strong anesthesia this time. But even so, it's still nerve wracking.
Fifty Fifth Entry
Monday, April 13th
Today was a lazy day for me. I mostly slept in, didn't even post anything either. I was exhausted from the weekend. Tomorrow is my surgery. At first I had to be at the hospital by 5:30 AM but they moved the surgery to 9:00 AM so now I have to be there by 7:00 AM. I'm still a little nervous but I'll feel better once it's over and done with. My boyfriend is going to come over after work to take care of me, even though this isn't a major surgery and I'll be fine afterwards. He still wants to look after me, which is fine by me. Anyways, wish me luck.
Fifty Sixth Entry
Tuesday, April 14th
I got my surgery done today. I woke up just fine, no nausea or anything. Just some slight cramping which they said was normal. When I left my house I saw a cat in our tree, so I took that as good luck, and I was right. Everything went smoothly. I'm just glad it's over now. I was nervous for nothing, everything turned out fine in the end. I should be healed in two weeks or so. Other than that, I preordered the new Tomodachi Life game that comes out soon so I can play something while recovering.
Fifty Seventh Entry
Wednesday, April 15th
I haven't had any pain since the surgery. I've been feeling good actually. I'm so bored, though. There's this Weeb Wednesday event happening tonight and I really want to go but my mom won't let me because she's afraid I'll rip my stitches. The event is just at a park and they're just going to walk around the park in cosplay, so I don't see what the big deal is. I'm not delicate, I can handle walking around a park. Oh well, they'll be doing it every Wednesday so hopefully I can make it to the next one. This past week is just going to be me recovering, so I won't have much to say.
Fifty Eighth Entry
Thursday, April 16th
I've just been recovering today, haven't done much other than that. I also haven't been posting as much as I should. I just don't have anything to post. I've been drawing One Piece stuff though, so hopefully I'll have something to post soon. Fun fact: I used to hate One Piece. But then I actually gave it a watch and ended up liking it. My favorite characters are Sanji and Ace. I'm on the Water 7 arc. Anyway, that was my day.
Fifty Ninth Entry
Friday, April 17th
Tomodachi Life came in today. It's really fun so far. I made a few Miis, like myself and my boyfriend. I also made Zanka and one of my OCs. I'll probably be playing Tomodachi Life and drawing for today. Other than that I won't be doing anything, as I'm still recovering from my surgery. On Sunday, my boyfriend and I are going to this private bridal culinary demonstration. We signed up for it at the wedding expo and we were one of the chosen to attend, so that will be cool.
Sixtieth Entry
Saturday, April 18th
I didn't do much today since I'm still recovering from surgery. I actually took a nap with my mom in the living room since she was feeling pretty tired herself. After that we decided that I'll be taking care of the house since I don't work so I'm still contributing to the household. I don't want to feel completely useless in the family so I'm going to do my best to keep up with the house. On May 2'nd there's going to be a half way to Halloween party at this bar me and my boyfriend got to frequently. I'm going to dress up as Medusa from Soul Eater. That's pretty much everything I wanted to talk about today.
Sixty First Entry
Sunday, April 19th
Today me, my mom, and my boyfriend went to this bridal demonstration. This guy gave a demonstration of these pot and pans and cooked us some food with them. We also won some gifts, like two champagne flutes, a voucher for a honeymoon trip, and a $600 gift card for wedding bands. My mom bought the pots and pans because we need new ones to be honest. Overall it was an interesting experience. That's all I did today.
Sixty Second Entry
Monday, April 20th
Made myself a routine the other day and I did the routine today. I'm usually not great with routines, I don't like doing the same thing everyday on a schedule. But I do better with a routine. I just need to keep at it even if I get bored with it. I posted on Instagram today of a quick drawing I did of Stocking Anarchy from Panty and Stocking with Garter belt. I'v also been designing some fairy OC's based on Winx Club and W.I.T.C.H. Anyway, that's all I did today.
Sixty Third Entry
Tuesday, April 21st
Today was not it. I asked my mom for some money for food and then I realized how much of loser I am. I don't work, I don't drive, I have to rely on my parents for everything. I'm seriously the worst. Why does my boyfriend even like me? He's going to end up supporting me because I can't keep a job. Who would want to date a person who can barely take care of themselves? I'm afraid he'll grow to resent me because I'm useless and can't do anything right. Sorry for the depressing entry, I'm just feeling down today. All I did today was go to the dentist. Alright, I'm going to end this entry here.
Sixty Fourth Entry
Wednesday, April 22nd
Today I went on a walk with other people who like anime. They call it Weeb Walks and they happen every Wednesday at a park near me. I couldn't go to the last one because I just had my surgery but I could make it to this one. I think I made some new friends. I'm not sure though, because I'm kind of bad at making friends lol. But I had a pleasant time and I can't wait till the next one. That's all I did today.
Sixty Fifth Entry
Thursday, April 23rd
Today I was a little sad because my friend's mom just died from a brain tumor and I don't know what to say to make him feel better. I feel so bad for him, he's my best friend and I hate it when I can't do anything for a loved one who's hurting. So I slept in today, but Zanka's staff came in today so I decided to make some Zanka Tiktoks. I used to make cosplay Tiktoks all the time back in the day, but my mental health was declining so I stopped for a while. I think I'm feeling a little better now so I may start back up again.